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The Inner Workings of Me |
My inner thoughts and feelings and now I have enought friends, I'm not sure if it will be a newbullitin, I just might use the comments on my profile. :D |
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Nitronie
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Posted: Fri Oct 06, 2006 @ 05:55am
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Is it normal that we die? Is it bad that we do? To see all that sweet suffering come to an end. And find an eternal rest, that none may bother. Forever etenal, forever my friend. Okay, don't ask. I didn't think of it until it just sort of came out of my head just then, so I don't know. Or atleast, I don't remember. It's something vague a Grapes of Wrath play made me think about, and if you've read Grapes of Wrath maybe you'll understand, maybe you won't. But it helps. Turtle's asleep now, though, so he won't make an appearance to day (thank the lord!).*Turtle raises his head slowly in contradiction. "You were saying?" He asks.**"Bite me!" Nitro replies angrily.**Turtle moves his large jaws to Nitro's pinkie in a flash and bites down hard.**A line of profanity and violence ensues that is to horrifying to describe or allow access to through this or any sites like it.**Turtle lets go and goes back to sleep.*Evil Turtle always has to prove me wrong and then goes off and pulls a stunk like that....Well, I have to go nurse my poor wounds. Type later, readers!Quote: "Might doesn't make right. It's just a hell of a lot of fun!"
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Posted: Sun Mar 19, 2006 @ 05:59pm
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Nitronie
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Nitronie
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Posted: Sun Mar 12, 2006 @ 04:32pm
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In the aftermath of my first quest, I realize that my only repast to getting my home i a zip code is myself, and so I learn disipline as I have lacked in my short years upon this earth (hey, I'm only a teenager, I haven't been here that long) and I ask: How do I change my birthday on my profile? (That was random wasn't it? confused ) Well, I shall search out my new side quest, and I shall see what I can find. The world cannot be totally without the heart to find what I need within....My dramatic sid is over, and I just hope everyones happy because I am sure confused in this game. Turtle keeps telling me its SUPPOSE to be that way, and I argue "Why?" But you know, I don't know everything, only God does, and that's fine by me. Who would want to know everything? It's just horrible to thikn you might know everything because (1) that's make yourself out to be God which is blasphemy, (2) if you knew everything, you'd have to put up with knowing everyone's most inner digusting thoughts, (3) conversing would be boring (infact LIFE would be boring) because you know exactly how everything would end, and (4) you would know exactly what everyone thought of you and have no true (even if imagined) will, faith, or trust because you know whose trustworthy and whose not, and don't have to have simple faith in them. I say, God has to put up with alot, and I say we should praise him even if its just for having to put up with our BORING selves and the ability to kow everything. If he can do all that and still be happy, he truely is the greatest being on this planet.*Turtle says "Is that why you worship him? If it is, your probably going to hell."**"No" Nitro replies, "It isn't. It's just one of them, so just slick your bald head back into that dark place you call a shell and shut up!"**Nitro finishes with a quote:*Quote: "If life is what you make of it, where does it get its start?"
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Posted: Sun Mar 12, 2006 @ 04:05am
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Let us begin....I was wondering one day (a week ago) about a problem I hoped to solve soon (boredom) when Turtle suggested I ask my younger brother what HE was doing. He answered smiply: "I am playing Warcraft 3 while trying to rack up my Gaia gold." So I ask: "Gaia?" And lo and behold I learned about this fabulous place where an animanga adict like myself could go and swap words and thoughts with other animanga adicts besides those residing in my school. It was the begining of a passtime that I would crave when my older brother kicked me off the computer just moments after my account was activated...and I could not return to the haven until a week later, when I learn of the interesting phenomon that has swept the host sites throughout the net had infected the haven as well...bloging/journals. Now I sit, doing as my predessor once did in another form. I am wasting time to rack up Gaia gold by writing my entrance into the fabulous, adicting world of Gaia Online.
Here, I have discovered that my wierd, almost random and insane (crazy is such a vague word) ways might one day learn the feel of acceptance...maybe.Okay, enough with the dramatic story. My name is Nitro (thus Nitronie) and I have come to make friends and express the inner Turtle that guides me in this world. Such a low, defensive, slow on land, fast in water animal has some how associated itself with me until I can no longer deny that, though my favorite animal may be a tiger or a wolf, my Avatarian Soul Creature is Turtle. Now that I acknowledge him, I have to acknowledge that I can here a voice inside my head that comes from him...and its sometimes very annoying. arrow I warn you: DO NOT UNLOCK YOUR INNER AVATARIAN SOUL CREATURE!
They are annoying busy bodies that are much better left to whisper in your ear without your knowledge. Then they do not gain a personality. Then they do not show you that for your entire life only half of your greatest thoughts and ideas were your own, that that little inspiring voice within you is them and thus now that you know it is them you must show them gratitude beyond any you show anyone else!*Turtle slaps Nitro accross the face to bring her back to reality**"Thank you. I need that." Nitro replies**Then Nitro finishes her journal:*Alright...that's all for today, my friends. I leave you now with a quote of my own devising:Quote: "We are only right when only we know that we are wrong."
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Nitronie
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