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Pull The Trigger

In a smoke filled room where I lay to rest
Eyes wide open watching the past
Could I take the time to let it all go away
just like forever, let the memories fade
When I look around all I see is your face
laughing at me and it won't go away

I put the gun up to my head
and watched you pull the trigger
Just when I thought it had finally ended
your still pulling the trigger

I could walk away and not turn around
but still I know your right behind me
when will you go away
I'm so ******** sick of you
I can't take no more
after all the s**t you put me through
Now I close my eyes hoping you'd fade away
even though I know you'll be right in front of me

I put the gun up to my head
and watched you pull the trigger
Just when I knew it would end
your still pulling that trigger

We said goodbye so long ago
why won't you let your ******** memory go
you had cut me deeper than anyone before
the wounds have scabbed over but the injuries still sore

Goodbye!
Its time for you to fade awy
Goodbye!

I put the gun up to my head
and watched you pull the trigger
Now my heart has grown dead
and the memories still linger
Put that gun to your own head
So I can pull that trigger
so that the memories willl be dead
with the pull of your trigger

-C.B. Wayman LostColdSoul 03-13-06