i cried all of last night. i didn't get a lot of sleep. all i could think about was justin. i couldn't get him out of my mind. i just remembered like when we went on out first date to the movies. my favorite part was going to the top of the stairs and just being with him. and i was soo happy. and then i remembered when we went on a walk on friday. i didn't stop smiling. i didn't until he left. and then i just wanted him to come back so i could spend more time with him. but he wanted to hold my hand. idk i wanted to but i just couldn't. i guess it is b/c i am afraid. but i would give anything to go back just so i can hold his hand. and i would never let go. i wanted to tell my friends sorry. b/c i made a promise and i broke it. i promised all of my friends that i would stop cutting and i thought that i did. but i never stopped. and i am really sorry.
TakingBackSunday101 · Tue Jul 11, 2006 @ 03:53pm · 0 Comments |