hello everyone i just wanted to say that i am sorry for not writing in here in a long time. well here is wat happened. drew dumped me on monday. i am still upset. but i mean watever. sometimes i feel that maybe it was just b/c i am ugly or something. he says that he still loves me but if he loves me then he wouldn't have dumped me. well we are just friends now. i am kinda sad that we are just that though. but watever. i'd rather be his friend then not talk to him at all. everytime i see him i start to cry. when i was at dork club and i saw him i started to cry and then when i went to church i started to cry. i hate to cry but sometimes you just can't help it. i just loved him soo much and i still do. but i just tried to do my best and to make him happy but i guess it wasn't enough. the night before he dumped me he said that he wasn't going to. soo i thought that everything was fine but then he just all of a sudden calls it boom its over. i just hate that. i just really wish that we were still going out. maybe he likes someone else. b/c when i asked him y he wanted to dump me he said,"well would you have rather me cheat on you." soo i didn't expect that. but watever i still can't do anything about it. sometimes i just really hate my life.
TakingBackSunday101 · Sat Sep 03, 2005 @ 03:21pm · 3 Comments |