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of all the guys that wish for me....
i dont care cuz i just want him,
I want my baby-
the one that will sit and watch the sunset with me,
the one that will care for the family-
and love me just as much as the day we met
I just want the one.

so all you fakes-
just give up you wont get me to fall for you,
cuz i think i have found the one already,
18 and i think its for real
i just hope he wont be in the army forever,
cuz i want him to myself once in a while,

love always-
sugary sweet
Daina Jo

I didn't know what to think at first,
Very flirtacious as he was-
We got to talking and as I learned more,
I just knew-
My gut told me "he's yours don't let go,"

Then he told me that his heart was mine.
My heart started racing-
As a tear fell from my eye,
I felt like it was unreal.
I asked him if he meant it-
I just needed to know i wasn't going to be played again,
He said yes and that he would never hurt me,
I just wanted to cry-
no one has ever told me that- not one guy. heart

It felt like time and stopped,
I wanted it to stay that way-
so then i could be with him forever,
Even though I have all these feelings for this guy-
There is one thing that still gets to me,
He leaves for the army in a month.

How will i deal with that-
I did distance once before,
And it ended bad.
If only I knew all the answers-
But i suppose thats not how God works,

So now I will just patiently wait-
To find out what the future holds for us,
I truly hope its something good-
Cuz i dont want to be hurt again in the end. sweatdrop

There is this feeling inside of me...that keeps me alive,
i dunno if i would still be alive if it wasnt there..
i dont deny it....i have emotional problems... but that is life
i am growing to like a guy i wouldnt expect to.
after one night....it feels like everything is different
He accepts me for who I am.....and i love that about him
most any other guy wants me for the wrong reasons
crying but there is potential with him,
I won't give up
I know there is a lake between us.....but i would swim.....and risk my life to get one chance to be with this man,
If i were to die...
I wouldn't regret anything
Because you're great,
you like my figure and my personality
not many guys like both...and i thank you for that
you try to make me happy...
and for your efforts i am grateful
but if i die....i know there are no regrets
because i enjoyed my life
and i enjoyed knowing you

and if i die...i can watch you where ever you go and be content with the differences i have made....if i made any at all

crying sweatdrop