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I didn't know what to think at first,
Very flirtacious as he was-
We got to talking and as I learned more,
I just knew-
My gut told me "he's yours don't let go,"

Then he told me that his heart was mine.
My heart started racing-
As a tear fell from my eye,
I felt like it was unreal.
I asked him if he meant it-
I just needed to know i wasn't going to be played again,
He said yes and that he would never hurt me,
I just wanted to cry-
no one has ever told me that- not one guy. heart

It felt like time and stopped,
I wanted it to stay that way-
so then i could be with him forever,
Even though I have all these feelings for this guy-
There is one thing that still gets to me,
He leaves for the army in a month.

How will i deal with that-
I did distance once before,
And it ended bad.
If only I knew all the answers-
But i suppose thats not how God works,

So now I will just patiently wait-
To find out what the future holds for us,
I truly hope its something good-
Cuz i dont want to be hurt again in the end. sweatdrop