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Gyah, right now is one of my bitter moments.
I'm giving up on "Crushes" for now. Probably for a very long time.
Since my life's issues is 99.9% around girls... I'm just not going there anymore.
Yeah, there are few girls that I like more than others... I'll treat them with nothing but kindness. As for pursuing any relationship... I just don't want to go there at the moment. Besides... long distance never works for me... and the only real girlfriend I had screwed up my life, pretty much. She didn't even accept me for me from the get go, got me to cut my sweet long hair! I miss my long hair! If some girl isn't going to accept me for me, then why bother, right?
I don't think God would put a girl in my life that's out to control me. Yeah, the saying goes, "Happy wife, happy life." But hell, that doesn't mean I have no life. Marriage is when Man, Woman and God come together as one. Not, where woman overpowers man and tells the man to go cut your hair. Using that as an example.
If I want to cut my hair though, I will... if I want to grow it out, I will. My hair.

My life, at the moment, is rather hectic. I've got a lot of things that I SHOULD be doing, instead I sit on my butt. And I really gotta stop doing that. And it first starts by not thinking about how rejected I am. Ha Ha Ha. Or by how screwed up my life is and actually fixing it.

Like I said... 99.9% of my issues is about a girls in my life.

Girls... you should learn from reading this. 'Cause it takes 2 to make a relationship work, but 1 to screw it up. Why the hell waste time on a relationship that doesn't bring you closer to God? What is the point of a relationship that doesn't bring you closer to God? Is it worth it?

If you're reading this, and you're young... and when I say young, I mean under 18... and you've got relationship issues, give a good long thought about why. You're young... just wait. Be friends, you need friends... but you don't need a facking TITLE! Yes, I said fack. It is in my dictionary of replacement words. But boyfriend/girlfriend... title. Nothing more. Just so you can say to the rest of your friends "I'm taken." Well, I'm taken to... by Jesus.
But I'm taken for life. If God wants to put a special someone in my life, Hallelujah.
But until then, I can wait.

Oh yeah... that doesn't ONLY apply to people under 18. I'm just really tired of young idiots who say a relationship is their title to sex or whatever the hell they want... sexual desires and the like. Pisses me off. You wonder why the world around us is so facked up? Look at our role-models on TV. On the Radio. At home. On the billboards you drive by. Everywhere. Noise.

Revan, out.