There is a small little fact that most people do not know about or at times really do not notice it or pay attention to until its brought to their attention. The fact is that about 0.001 % of the population are people who can physically transform or change into a cat and these people are called werecat or the term people seem to like is the name neko. This is where the story starts for Shijo, he was one of the few people who had this trait and thus he accepted this fact since he was little as well because he was left at the orphanage when his parents found out. Since he kept this secret well he never told people about it and even left the orphanage in his kitten form roaming the streets since it was easier than being picked on at the orphanage. His kitten form was a pure white kitten with bright blue eyes. Since he was still a kitten and a child he found some other kittens who were living in a box, placed there so they could find a home, while he was there he was often picked up by strange people or at least that is what he considered them since he didn’t get to know them. When he was picked up he was taken to a home, and over a few months of living with them the easy trusting Shijo transformed back to his human form hoping that he would be accepted and wanted by the family that he was taken in. That was not the case , fear set into the families and slowly they begged Shijo to go back to his kitten form and stay in the form cause it would make them happy, as gullible as he was he believed them and change back to that form honestly thinking that he would make them happy. Slowly after he had showed all the families what he could do they began to treat him differently and soon just started to ignore him before they just took him while he was asleep and placed him back in the box they got him from just left him there without warning or reason. Scared Shijo didn’t understand why he was left in the box when he honestly believed he was doing the right thing by making them happy, still he was hurt and scared that he was left there so he stayed in the box again the only kitten there till someone picked him up again. Sadly when he was picked up days or even weeks later he was just soon placed back into the box when he showed them what he could do, people were just not accepting what he could do and it scared people they just wanted him gone. This went on for months that after the 10th time he was placed back into the box, he just stayed there until he heard people coming then he would hideaway from them not letting them see him since he knew the people were looking to see if there were any kitten’s in the box. So to stay alive Shijo would sometimes just steal food or look for scraps in his smaller form to be safe and not have people scream and chase him off when he was in his human form. By then it would take years or even someone special to Shijo for him to even dream of showing his secret to anyone, still when he was nine years old, Shijo had lost all faith in people and in some way on the verge of either being caught and put down by poachers as well he was on the verge of starving to death. On the day he would finally meet that someone that he could open up again to he was running off with a small piece of fish that he had managed to grab from a stand down the block with the vendor chasing after him because he was stealing. Managing to get away and hide underneath the dumpster with the fish hidden as well he saw the person had passed him, slowly he moved to get out but stopped when he saw that someone was staring right at him. It was a young boy around his age with his mother, not moving he just stayed still hoping they would go on and to his surprise the boy walked over to him and picked him up as well helped him with the fish as he carried him back to his mother and he was taken home with them. Shocked by the events he remained quiet as well still he was unsure what was going on, when he was taken by the boy and placed in his room he looked around before the fish was placed back in front of him but as well some food. Blinking he grabbed the fish in his teeth and ran around trying to find a place to hide and eat it before meowing softly dropping the fish when he was picked up again and placed down. There the boy who he heard the boy’s mother call him ________________ told him it was okay for him to eat the fish and not worry about getting caught but he could eat calmly. Slowly still scared Shijo began to eat the fish as well drink the milk was given to him in the bowl, after he had eaten and filled __________________ had picked him up again heading to give him a light bath to wash off the bad smell. Soon he learned that he was being kept since the mother wanted the boy to have a friend even if it was an animal, so he had a good life and a safe one where that in two years’ time Shijo would be accepted by someone. Day after day in those two years he began to care and even love the other he was starting to trust him again but not enough yet or it was enough just the fear of being rejected and thrown away was deep but still one day he might tell the other what he was. One day he had overheard ________________ say he wanted a friend, a human friend as well which made Shijo wonder if he was not enough still if the other wanted a human friend he would do the one thing he never dreamed of showing someone again. Scared and shaking he walked over to the other and slowly phased in front of _______________ to show him this, to his shock the other male was thrilled and happy that he ran over to the other and hugged him tightly and close but as well told him that he accepts him. He then as well told Shijo that he was just like him and even phased in front of him, showing his other form which was a white leopard still a baby. Scared Shijo just nodded but the fear started to set in on when _____________________ would throw him away and to feel that feeling of abandonment. Days went by and the male still hadn’t thrown him away, instead he started to treat him like a friend and even showed the male that he was the same as Shijo. Surprised by the secret he grew happy that he wasn’t the only one and he remained with the other, but they had a rule that when they were alone he would in his human form and then when they were asleep then to change back so that way there would not be any problems in the morning. Most of the times when they were alone they just talked and most times they just talked till they fell asleep near each other and shijo’s body naturally jut phased back to the kitten form as promised to the other. __________________ mother never knew what her son was or what Shijo was so it was the boy’s little secret between themselves. This was a happy time for the two boys, each of them had a friend as well each of them trusted each other with all their different secrets and such. Sadly that all ended after one year when the two boys decided to do something that both would regret ever doing in life again. One day ___________________ asked the other if he could stay in his human form even past morning and not phase to the kitten because he didn’t have school the next day cause of some kind of meetings between teachers. Still a bit scared about it Shijo agree to it because he honestly felt more himself when he was with the other and he was starting to develop feeling for the other as well, the feelings were more than a friend feeling. So that night when the two boys had eaten and fallen asleep Shijo remained in his human form all the way till morning and even after that, that following morning with ____________________ mother unaware that her son had no school that day went to wake him for school. Opening door and seeing her son and next to him some strange boy she began to panic wondering how he got in but as well he was there to harm her son, and she didn’t know that Shijo was the human who could change into a cat as well. Thus she quickly ran over pulling Shijo out by his hair dragging him to the living room so _________________ would not see .Once she had dragged Shijo there, she grabbed the broom and began to beat him with it and heavily, Shijo right away began to scream and cry begging her to stop and that he was the cat just able to change to human form but she didn’t stop she just went harder and harder with each swing. Slowly but surely she ended up breaking one of his legs, fracture’s to both his arms and few fractured ribs bones, it was when she broke his leg that Shijo screamed so loud that __________________ woke and looked around for his friend. Seeing he was not there and someone whimpering and crying he ran to see what it was to see his mother hitting Shijo with the broom, quickly he moved doing his best to stop his mother giving Shijo a chance to get away or something. So Shijo as best as he could he ran trying to get away enough to phase as he managed to get to the room before __________________ pulled away from her son’s grip grabbing the hot scowling water in a pot she was going to use to cook dinner and threw it at Shijo back hitting him right away. The water had hit his whole back side including his arms and legs that in pain and fear Shijo phased to his kitten form and limped out of the house through the window and just ran as best as he could with all the damage that he had gotten. Shijo didn’t stop running he just kept running not looking back, that fear of being rejected had resurfaced and he wanted out. ____________ mother seeing who he was she felt bad, and began to beg her son to forgive her, scared and hurt she did that to his friend he got dressed and ran after him to find him but as well hopefully to get him to come back and stay. He didn’t want to lose his friend, he was his only good friend that was like him thus he didn’t want to lose him. Eventually Shijo did stop just panting & meowing weakly when he stopped in an alleyway, he just shook violently from the pain and damage until a frail old woman saw he was in pain. Picking him up she then took him to an adoption center to get taken care of and hopefully get a home, once he was taken in Shijo learned the damage he had. For a 12 year old boy who never really did any harm to people or even got used to them the damaged took a toll on him. He had to be treated for severe burns on his whole back side, his right leg was broken, his arms had fractures that could be fixed just might later on disable him from doing too much if not done right and lastly he had severe nerve damage done to his back as well bruising. __________________ kept looking until it got late and his mother came to get him but she promised him they would go to all the adoption centers to see if he possible made it there or someone took him there. Agree he went home and the next day they went to the first center where Shijo was recovering under some cooling blankets to help ease the pain for his burns. Shijo listened but once he heard _______________ voice he moved meowing weakly hoping the other would hear but he was trying to get to him, sadly he stopped seeing his friend come in the woman who hurt him he stopped and stayed hidden so he would not be seen. He did want to go to his friend but he didn’t want to get attacked again, ______________ looked around and not seeing Shijo he grew sad and left but he was hoping he could find him in another center. Watching him walk away Shijo just hoped the other would come back for him and without the woman, however days went on and the male kept looking in all the shelters slowly losing faith he would find his friend all the while Shijo was recovering and his mind began to break or believe that he was left behind again especially it was even more painful for him since he loved the other. So after not being able to find the other __________________ agreed to get another kitten just so he could make his mother happy, he went to the center where Shijo was and he told the people he was there to adopt a kitten or a cat. Hearing his voice again Shijo moved to get to him and see if he was still wanted by the other, still when he was the mother he hide again just watching wanting her to leave so he could go. Watching him the whole time and to his horror he saw __________________ take another kitten, heart-broken Shijo just watched the only person he honestly loved and felt safe with leave with another cat. Once he saw him leave Shijo moved escaping from the center not wanting to stay there or even be adopted by someone ever again, but _______________ cared for the kitten and loved it as well but he still missed his great friend very dearly, however as years went by and the kitten died the other didn’t get any more kittens as well he had forgotten completely about Shijo. However over the years Shijo grew and stayed in his human form more since he had gone to school and found work, but his hate for people but more for ________________ leaving him behind so he even began to use people just for his pleasure and to sleep with them just to make them feel the same pain and cause it was fun to him. For 11 years Shijo worked and lived a normal life but he had the burn scars from the damage done by the water and it was a reminder to him never to be that close to someone ever again, still using people for sex and never trusting anyone again except his landlord who he told about everything and even his secret. His landlord kept it a secret and did his best to protect Shijo from any more harm especially from love, he could see that he was unsure about if he should even fall for someone again or did he see them still as toys. ________________ on the other hand grew up to have a very good life, which he ended up becoming a model and actor but still he never adopted another cat or even told anyone else about what he could do. It would be months later when the two finally meet up again after so many years but question was what kind of greeting it would be and what would happen. _________________ had gone to the place where Shijo was working at by building sets and other things needed for movies, the other male had gone there to do some photos for an upcoming movie he was going to star in. Right away Shijo recognized the voice and looked over seeing that it was him indeed, so quickly he began to avoid him at the same time ________________ began to talk to everyone since the movie would be shot here as well he just found it strange that Shijo was avoiding him and not wanting to talk to him at all. With everything going on , during his break Shijo had fallen asleep coiled up into a ball almost like he was a cat again. __________________ took this chance to go and wake him so they could talk but seeing he was asleep he smiled reaching over to pet him like a cat and to his surprise Shijo nuzzled into the touch like a cat purring happily. Smirking ________________ knew he had to take him so the next day he invited everyone out for drinks after the photo shoot had ended and some of the worker’s dragged Shijo with even with him struggling and saying no. Eventually everyone got drunk but Shijo hadn’t which only angered _____________ a bit but he moved handing him a drink with catnip knowing it would knock him out for a while, skeptical Shijo took it hoping the other would just leave him alone after some time. After a while Shijo passed out cold, the other had caught him before he could fall and took him home where he tied him up on the bed nude before he started to take him. Once the n** had wore off Shijo woke feeling a slight pain in his stomach and weakly he looked up to only see that __________________ was inside him, angered by this he started to struggle wanting to get away but as well this was not how it was supposed to be. Shijo wanted to be on top as well he didn’t want to be taken by someone he still cared for a bit but as well someone who left him behind, still once _______________ saw that he was awake he smirked and kept ravishing him and taking him till they came repeatedly. Once it was all done _______________ pulled out of the other fully satisfied as he got up heading to shower but before he left for that room ,he untied the other so he could join him or if he refused then he would force him to join him in the bathroom, but Shijo moved to leave grabbing his clothes and bending down slightly exposing his back and that is when _________________ noticed the extensive burns marks on his back as well the back of his arms and legs and slightly some of his rear. Thinking to himself a bit as to who it could be as Shijo shifted and began to phase that is when the male remembered who it was as he moved to grab him and keep him from phasing all the way as well to plead for his forgiveness about abandoning him all those years ago. Sadly it was to late SHijo had changed all the way and slipped out the window hearing ____________________ screaming and yelling for him to come back to talk but he didn't listen and didn't look back. The very next day the other male got their early so he could grab his old beloved pet and take him to the side so they could talk but still get his forgiveness, sadly Shijo had gotten their earlier and the whole time ___________________ tried to talk with Shijo he ignored him and getting involved with the work but as well Shijo didn't want to talk to the only person he actually did love and still have feelings for because of what had happened but as well who even know if the other felt the same way thus as well the past events that happened to him while he was with ___________________ made him not want that to happen again or even that pain. Will ____________________ ever get Shijo to stop working as well avoiding him so he could talk to him and plead for his forgiveness or is it far to late for him to even try again? Shall Shijo keep running from the other male and avoiding him at all costs even if he still trust and loves the male or maybe in time he will stop running to listen to what _______________ has to say. Or will Shijo's past and fears of being hurt, abandoned and betrayed cause him to fear as well distance himself from anyone that tries to ever get close to him. Is there any hope for the both of them or has it forever been lost because of past events this causing both males love to never happen or grow again? Will ________________ be able to stop Shijo one day and convince him that he never meant for him to get hurt that day as well make him feel that abandoned when he never came back for him all those years ago? Shall there be any more hope for them in the future?
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