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well well, its that time of year again. valentines day is tomorrow and usually i would not care like most of the people i know. just another day for lovers to show off and for the single people to realize how lonely they are. well this year is different for me. this year i have a boyfriend on this day for lovers. now im seeing it in a different light. I really dont see how people can change what they think about just by not being single but it does happen... at least it did for me.

this day is a test if you think about it though. a test for the realtionship and how well it will work out with you and that specail other. it puts presure on you and your partner. you try as hard as you can to think of something good to get them but have we ever thought that the only reason that this holiday turns into a test is that we make it that way by putting that presure on eachother? this year is my first year with a boyfriend. that makes it even harder to make sure i do it right cause i have no idea what you do for that specail guy in your life. i just hope that what i came up with is good enough lol i guess we'll have to wait and see ^^