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Puddles Of blood (the last thing I saw)
By: Me (MLM)

I just have to scream
I don't know why
but soon after that
I begin to cry
and just bleed
till the moment I die.
You just sit there and watch
as my life slips by.

Papa's gone (to war my dad has gone)
Sister's wrong (about how far we still have to go)
Moma's rough (all those names she called me)
Well that's just tough (they lead me to this)
I just miss the way life was (I'll just lie down)
The way it was before( and wait till I die)

I was so lost and so confused
I was left with nothing
nothing but a broken heart
and a broken soul
The tears from my eyes
are stinging, and causing me pain
all I can see is red flowing
it pools beneath me

Papa's gone (to war my dad has gone)
My sister's wrong (about how far we still have to go)
Moma's rough (all those names she called me)
Well that's just tough (they lead me to this)
I just miss the way life was (I'll just lie down)
The way it was before( and wait till I die)

I look up to see you there,
Why are you laughing?
why are you holding a bloody knife?
I thought it was suicide
but then I realized
it was really you
then puddles of blood
was the last thing I saw.

Papa's gone (to war my dad has gone)
My sister's wrong (about how far we still have to go)
Moma's rough (all those names she called me)
Well that's just tough (they lead me to this)
I just miss the way life was (I'll just lie down)
The way it was before( and wait till I die)

Things start going black
Why haven't I seen the light?
I now know it wasn't suicide,
then how can this be right?
I feel scared and alone
but I feel some comfort
knowing it's not warm,
I am definantly chiklled to the bone.
Why did you kill me?
Am I really that annoying?
Now how can this be?
I am slowly falling,
Into a black nothing.

Papa's gone (to war my dad has gone)
My sister's wrong (about how far we still have to go)
Moma's rough (all those names she called me)
Well that's just tough (they lead me to this)
I just miss the way life was (I'll just lie down)
The way it was before( and wait till I die)

I begin to see a light,
I can hear people calling me.
I open my eyes to see my friends
it looks like they've been crying.
did they actually care that I was dieing?
They tell me to hold on
then I hear someone scream
I see that it was my mom
then I notice the sirens
and my almost murdere reached for his knife
then brings it to his throaght and then falls.
It al goes black again.

Papa's gone (to war my dad has gone)
My sister's wrong (about how far we still have to go)
Moma's rough (all those names she called me)
Well that's just tough (they lead me to this)
I just miss the way life was (I'll just lie down)
The way it was before( and wait till I die)

I closed my eyes for a moment
and I wake up again
I see all my friends smileing
their eyes are still poofy and red
I look at my mom with tears in my eyes
I tell her that I'm sorry for running away
She sobs and hugs me tightly
it hurts, and yet it's comforting
I also see my dad, aparently he's done fighting.
I will never take anything in life lightly
not ever again cause since when I've seen puddles of blood
thats when my better days began.