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You know what?
I hate things.
Its natural.
Hate usally comes after pain
for me any way.
I've been hurt by so many people
and I have taken enough of their s**t
to now know
that I'm sick of it

I'm sick of
the fake smiles
the fake friendships
the fake love

I'm sick of it.

I'm sick of
being the verbal punching bag
being the person who everyone thinks that they can push around
being here
having to hide my tears
seeming so strong and not being so

I want out

for once I just want to do what's best for me
not for what's best for Them
Something inside me want me to hurt them in return
I really want to do that

but I can't

Because I wouldn't be any better than Them if I did





I just want out to be happy and not hurt and not sick
Is that too much to ask?