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DDRVamp
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One sad little thing i made up....


Heaven Is A Long Ways Away
Laying in her pool of misconstrued intentions
She is forced to live a life of solitude
Alone and scared in this black hole we call life
She knows she cannot hide from the pain anymore
She thinks back to all of the things gone wrong
The rapes, the abuse, and the emptiness
She feels as if she is pushed to the edge and forced to jump off
Although, ultimatly, she is the one who makes that decision
The decision between life and death
She chose death
As her limbs grows cold, and her mind becomes slowed
She remembers what drove her to this
Even though she knows her loved ones will miss her
She leaves a note drenched in blood next to her dying body
It tells them "I am sorry for what I have done
I regret not doing anything about the pain I've had to endure in the past
I felt no other option for an escape
I had exercized all of them and they worked for short time
You can never know the emptiness I felt deep within
But if you feel so much adversity, so much agony for so long
You can't do anything but say good-bye to this unforgiving world"
And as her world becomes black and her breath is on it's end
She scrambles to write down one last final thought
"I'll wait for you in heaven"





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XoX.eMoLiCiOuS.XoX
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comment Commented on: Fri Apr 13, 2007 @ 01:51am
I love it.
It seams like something I would do
Kinda makes me wonder
what it would like to die
I wonder if the ground will be cold'
Hope that hate that cold
sad


comment Commented on: Thu May 03, 2007 @ 01:53am
i like this. sad, but good.



Ino143
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HunnyBunny08
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comment Commented on: Sun May 06, 2007 @ 11:35pm
hmmm...i know how she feels
i havent gone through as much but i know the feeling of being on edge, but i stay sitting on the edge, i let my legs hang over as i peer down into its black wonder but i still stay sitting, never am i going to fall, though i want to, i still stay in this side for you


comment Commented on: Thu May 31, 2007 @ 05:53pm
OMG THATS BEAUTIFUL!..........and sad but its still gorgeous heart



moonlightmistic719
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KillerAngel12
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comment Commented on: Sun Jun 03, 2007 @ 11:36am
awww that is so sad. some times i feel like doing the same thing because i feel as if i have no porpise for liveing. if only thos i love wont keep me back from death. but when i see you all thos bad thing go away. thats one of the main resons i love you. heart but when i do die i will wait for you in heavn


comment Commented on: Fri Jun 08, 2007 @ 11:43pm
dude.............thats like deep and sad and stuff and awesome crying 3nodding cool



cappichuuni
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nguyen55912
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comment Commented on: Tue Jul 10, 2007 @ 09:47pm
hriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiifc smile


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comment Commented on: Fri Jul 13, 2007 @ 06:39am
^^^ ok...



PandiPENGUIN
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pure noise
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comment Commented on: Wed Jul 25, 2007 @ 12:54am
wow. that's really depressing.. but also well writen. hey, you should soo add me! xp i can't find the ADD button on your profile and it's going to drive me to the point of beating small woodland creatures. domokun please.. do it for the woodland creatures. ^_^
my name is Spooch.


comment Commented on: Wed Jul 25, 2007 @ 12:57am
if you add me.... eh... I'll cuddle you? yes! nyaha... :whee:



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