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DDRVamp
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Posted: Mon Jul 30, 2007 @ 04:25am

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	O.k, o.k, o.k, I have done some really bad things in my life sweatdrop , but this is one of the worst I have done stare . I know that you girls think that to cheat on a woman is bad, but I have done just that. I have messed with the hearts of two wonderful women, Natalia (Natalie), and Mia sad . They were each really loving in their own ways redface , but I just couldn't decide between them confused . At first, I was just going to leave Natalia and just stay with my original girlfriend Mia, but I learned so many wonderful things about her razz , and we just had so many things in common. I also found out that just like me, she was very emotional and I didn't want to hurt her confused . But being the dumbass I am now stressed , I think I was hurting her from the very start crying . Now, I am in a pickle. They have both found out I was dating them both eek , and I really, really regret doing this to them both cry . I want to love Natalia, but I made a promise to Mia scream , that I would never lie to, cheat on, or steal from her surprised . Although, it appears that I have done just that sweatdrop . Please!!!, someone tell me what I should do stare . Should I stay with the woman of whom I have so much in common with (Natalie), or should I stay with my first love, Mia. I know that if you are reading this Mia or Natalie, I will make you both angry, but you must understand, I am not going to hurt you anymore. I have had enough. You two have been arguing over me and I'm sick of it. I want you two to both be happy, but you must understand this, I have dealt with alot in my life. My father's recent death crying , me failing the 9th grade for the first time due to this death crying , and now the two loves of my life are fighting because of me crying crying crying . I have had enough. I want us to settle our differences and leave it at that. Let's become freinds again. But everyone, I am leaving this decision up to you. Should I stay with the woman that changed my life Mia, or the girl who taught me what the meaning of true love is, Natalia??? I am leaving it up to you, and girls, I am letting you know one more time. I am truly, truly, from the heart, sorry. I hope one day, out of the kindness of your wonderful hearts, you will forgive me. sad Sincerely, Nicholas Anthony Johnson P.S. I know that you are pretty disgusted with what I've done everyone, but I still want to hear from you. Tell me in a comment what you think I should do. If you wish to be mean and leave a terrible comment, so be it, because I know just as well as everyone else, that I deserve every last bit of it. mrgreen Current Mood: Dissapointed and Confused

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Tristinsadieplay
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Commented on: Wed Aug 01, 2007 @ 04:23pm


	I am so sorry for you and the problem that you have created for yourself, but we only live once and love is a great thing, if the two love you they will understand what ever you choose to do. I would go for the one that loves you now, we live for now and we don't look back at what could of been, that what I think, hope everything works out for you and have a great life. Be sure what you want before you decide.

Commented on: Sat Aug 04, 2007 @ 06:57pm


	Wow that has to suck.Well I'm always here for you.^_^ what are friends for. Also that happend to me as well.One was nic and the other was Jeramy. heart

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Commented on: Thu Aug 09, 2007 @ 09:00pm


	Yesh, you are in a pickle... aw jeez that's a sticky situation. If I were you, and both these girls were my best friends, it would be hard to choose one and tell the other no. What I would do would be to realize that for whoever I chose the other might be really hurt and depressed. Breaking promises to very close friends is hurtful, but as we all know, will end up happening to them eventually. I would explain Mia that they were both special to you at some point, but you might have to choose Natalia. It's all really confusing and a bit convoluted, but you'll have to make the apologies.

Commented on: Mon Aug 13, 2007 @ 09:09am


	That's depressing, but I wen't through the same thing v.v

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Commented on: Tue Sep 04, 2007 @ 02:22pm


	PARENTAL CONTROL.... i mean, GAIAN CONTROL. where two wemon wait for his decision after he goes on one blinde date. will he choose natalia,mia,or one of the gaians the other gaians have chose for him?

Commented on: Tue Sep 11, 2007 @ 09:21pm


	Alright here is a little bit of serious advice on this situation rather than the I feel sorry for you version that I have seen. First lets take away the facts that your father passed away and you failed grade 9(I am sorry for your loss). Those are not really factors in your relationship. Yes you have been through lots but other people have been through lots as well. As soon as you lied to your girlfriend from the get go and started cheating on her you were causing her pain from the start even if she did not know. You were breaking your promise to her and putting yourself in a bad place. If the other girl knew about the first girl than she is just as responsible for causing your girlfriend pain. When you love someone, and I mean really love someone you don't hurt them. You should have let her go to begin with, it would have caused her less grief in the end and you would not be in the spot you are in now with the two fighting about you. Secondly, if you were cheating on your girlfriend with this other girl, how either of them truly trust you? Honesty and truth should be the foundation of any good relationship, without the two of those how can you have love? So her comes my advice. In all due fairness and honesty to this situation I think you would be better off not dating either one of these girls and try being friends with them. Who knows something might eventually grow out of the relationship you develop as friends. But if not then move on, take this as a learning experience...the biggest thi ng you can learn is don't do this again.

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