I'm trying to hold onto a time when nothing mattered. I Can't erase the things that I've done...

When I was a kid everything was so simple, you played outside, people you met four hours ago could become your best friend but at this age, no one can say who is who. Well I recently lost something very important to me, love. I'm trying to gaina new perspective in life and well I'm starting to believe there might be a God again. Thats all I can say right now, I gotta well I dunno, I supose I'm just to lazy to type the rest of these thoughts or feelings or whatever you people call them.