Day passing, missing him more and more.. not knowing if i can live another day, another moment without hearing his voice. I miss him soo much. its hurts me all over. every part of me going weaker and weaker just because his not around... wanting to cry, but not sure of its safe. Wanting to hear his voice for re assurance.. that everything is fine and will be alright. that nothings wrong and theres nothing no worry about. How I wish I had enough guts in me to call him... to make sure everything is fine.. but live in the fear that something is oh so wrong.. Dont want pain, but feeling selfish, only caring about my own hurt and not wondering if he wants to hear my voice... if he misses my i love yous, if he needs me as much as i need him. to servive.
ladydeathlife · Mon Mar 14, 2005 @ 06:19am · 1 Comments |