To a friend.
Im sorry if I hate her now, I guess it's easier to hate someone that you didnt really like at all. I waited for her to change and it took me two and a half years to realize that she wouldnt. Sorry if I cant tell you directly what and why. I think you're smart enough to figure it out. I asked you before if the certain lines were familiar. Of course it wasnt because it was my message to myself.
I'm sorry if I'm treating you badly, I just feel that I am hated because of you. I dont think people like me very much when were together and I dont know why. I dont like to be branded as a user that's why I'm keeping my distance.
I want to say thank you for it was because of you that I realize that I really treasure my time being alone.
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I wish that I could find a star That would be mine to wish upon Because as I lay here, I know There wouldnt be a you and me No matter how I dread for it It would just be a sleepless dream That would not be part of reality But I know that if I could have a star Just to wish for us, alone Then maybe as I wait here on the side You would come my way someday And we'll be walking together
__________________ To someone whom I owe an apology, Im very sorry for this past months. I know it's been hard on your part and I cant thank you enough for bearing with me.
I wish you all the best in life and I hope that whenever you feel down because of the circumstances, you'll remember that you'll always have a part of me with you.
Edit: To someone whom I owe an apology, please be sensitive about why I think you're annoying. Yes, I'm still not over it. But then again, it was partly my fault. If you think that this message isnt for you buy a clue stare . Please stop flooding my inbox. And no, I dont hate you. I'm just being cautious.
aitenshi16 · Fri Mar 09, 2007 @ 07:06am · 1 Comments |