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I suppose I should give everyone an update since I haven't written anything in a while. And the truth is i'm feeling down agian. Nothing new right? My grandpa died in December a few days before my mom's wedding. He was closer to me then my father was and i'm having some regret. The last time I saw him alive I said, "I'll see you later." And I never got to until he was at the funeral home. I had a chance to speak to him agian, I couldn't say bye, I love you or anything. My throat was closed shut and all I could do was cry. and I just couldn't. I feel guilty now almost like I broke a promise that I can never fix. Is this how it feels to lose a parent? On a somewhat lighter note I finished the picture I started after he died and maybe i'll scan it and post it in my journal.
Untill next time
Blu.