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Since I was three years old I've wanted a home one that was safe and would treat me so nice. I wanted a mommy I wanted a daddy that wouldn't take me in the wrong way. I wanted sisters I wanted brothers but most of all I wanted a home one that was warm one I didn't have nightmares about the up coming rape. One where demented clowns would not be Where I'd have parents who would be there gone I know he won't be long just two days I wanted to be safe I wanted to be warm but most of all I wanted a home I wanted hugs from caring people, people who know that a kid is importatant I wanted to feel I wanted to know love I wanted most of all a home to start. No matter the time no matter the place I wanted a home not a box of hate I wanted to know why it turned out this way I'm vengeful wanting revenge on those who hurt my childhood but most of all I wanted was a home Why is this so hard to achive to help a child in need I don't know my siblings any more I haven't seen them in four years isn't this what I wanted no I wanted a home one I didn't have to worry about those silly men of my moms one where my brothers and sisters loved me so I wanted a home now I have a group home I'm so angry I wanted a home mom, dad? I wanted a home.