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Twirling skies falling stars is this the end? I still lay confused about my day and what I should do I love my school but just can't get a clue to what I'm supposed to do. Should I fight and go down in a plane fire on my tail a true wise man's story about the fire. Uh should I go and be what they want me to be and lose me? I'm so confused I'm melting away as they the group home controls me. I am their spawn I am a robot to what they want. I want a foster home right? How come this feels not right that I am no longer living for me. I get up get ready do my chore leave like a robot planned to do this. Where is the real me? I'm so confused I'm just falling like the stars into a world I can't understand do I do this do I become part of their plan a robot controled and monitered by them? Or do I stand and fight until my breath dies and I fall a giant fall like a red wood tree? How do I know I won't be me if I follow their plan it's confusing I miss my teddy bear someone hug me. I am confused, crying crying Help me I am so confused what to do I want to just leave go far away and be me. Yet that to them would be running away I can't seem to breathe constricted air I'm going to burst gonk I'm just so confused twirling skies falling stars tress twisted towards me confused, confused is this me? How to know how they control help confused, confused.
 Jashish · Thu Feb 15, 2007 @ 03:58pm · 0 Comments |
