My, it's almost been a month since I posted in here...ah well.
Speech class really sucked today. I have to be in a group with a bunch of losers so that means I have to do all the work on the assignment. I talked to the teacher, but I feel worse for having done so. I just feel shamed for having complained aobut my group's moronic qualitilies. It's annoying.
I'm also down since I'm making a 79 in US History...history! I used to be so good in it and now I'm not so sure. I just don't anything know anymore. *sighs*
My father will have surgery this Friday for a tumor and I won't be able to be there...I don't drive because of the crash. I feel bad that I won't be there for him while he goes under the anesthesia. I also have a huge history test the same day, that along with the past assignments (and with an average to show for it), I won't do well.
My sister's birthday is Saturday and I haven't gotten her anything yet...mush less be there. She'll make me feel bad aobut it I'm sure. As if I don't have enough problems to worry about.
I'm so stressed and so tense, I'm just don't seem like "me" anymore. It's odd and very annoying. I find myself doing an over-kill on studying and homework to improve my grades, that I seem to be distant to everyone around me. I hope I don't seem rude and what-not.
I haven't felt this bad in a long while. It seems the world just beating me down. It hasn't been like that for a while, so I guess it's making up for it. It sucks.
Jen_Renee Community Member 
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