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Jengi Gotsen
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Posted: Fri Feb 25, 2005 @ 12:25am

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	Concerning PC. Hullo, friends. Before anyone else tells you otherwise, please allow me to give my side of this story. I know what you may hear from others will shock, anger, and disgust you. I hope to present the truth, as I saw it. Believe who you want to. Mlhmagalia and I quickly discovered a bond after she sent a PM out to the mods (apparently? Maybe I was the only one to get it) asking for help in the effort to corral all of the mods and Kess, and hold a meeting to lay down some rules. Perhaps it was fate, or something far less lovely, that brought us together. Anyhow. We became close friends. She would tell me her problems, I would try to cheer her up, and offer a different perspective on stuff. It was nice. During this time, I met one of the other mods, and ML's best friend, DemonGoddess. Not the sort of person I'd usually hang out with, she and I had... a strained friendship, at best. After a month or so, fastforwarding to the present day, I was speaking to ML on YIM. I mentioned how harsh DG had been on Suzaka Mizuhane, one of the members of PC whom I'd felt akin towards (probably just the mutual love of light blues), and how I didn't think she'd done the right thing. Whew. The sparks flew. Before I knew it, ML stopped talking to me, and DG was swearing up a storm at me, and telling me all sorts of things, like "ML only tolerated you before" and "You made her uncomfortable", but now, because I'd said something about Suzaka and DG that "pissed" ML off, I was going to be banned. Something about how I'd always told them how to do their jobs was mentioned. What jobs? Collecting donations from people who are probably questing for their own crap? Closing any threads that involved commerce between any Gaians not named Mlhmagalia or DemonGoddess? Wildly banning people for no good reason? Pardon me. So... here I am. Banned. After donating 13,000 to Poll Central, making over 1,300 posts, a psycho, power-hungry megalomaniac has banned me. Isn't that nice? Thank you, to all of my Poll Central friends. You mean the world to me.

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Juniper Tea
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Commented on: Fri Feb 25, 2005 @ 12:31am


	This st needs to stop! Ml is having DG ban people she doesn't like. She banned me for a pm i sent to Elendil when we were fighting and saying I had a charity, which is a bunch of bull st! The mods are horrible, this needs to end.

Commented on: Fri Feb 25, 2005 @ 12:38am


	I am sorry that you had to suffer this way. All I can say is know you are loved. Please don't get lost here in Gaia. Keep in touch.

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Commented on: Fri Feb 25, 2005 @ 12:44am


	I have to say, I'm really sorry to see you pushed out of PC. I didn't talk to you a whole lot, but you always seemed like a cool person. I thought things seemed a bit "junior-high" and sketchy after I read the post by DemonGoddess in your good-bye thread and your post only makes it even more sketchy. Anyway, I wish there was something I could do, but, unfortunately, I can't. All I can say is I'm sorry everything went so badly and I wish you all the best. I hope to see you around Gaia sometime, Jengi.

Commented on: Fri Feb 25, 2005 @ 12:46am


	The so-called power of the mods in there went to their heads. I once watched ML banning a member in publlic, on the forum, stating "ML is pissed off!", and making an entire thread out of it. (Noticed how she always talks of herself in the third person?) Anyway, on that day, she seemed to have gotten great pleasure out of being incredibly mean to this person. She relished in humiliating some-one else. It disgusted me. There is a lot of s**t happening in that guild, and it has all to do with ego and greed. They pretend to be super nice, but unfortunatly their true characters shine through. You are better off outside of there Jengi, because you are a nice person and don't belong. Some-one else who dont belong in there is Elindil. Good luck to you. Leave PC to the greedy, powercrazy, mean bunch

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Commented on: Fri Feb 25, 2005 @ 12:47am


	Well man...I never really knew you, but...sorry...good luck on Gaia...

Commented on: Fri Feb 25, 2005 @ 12:55am


	<center>Everywhere in P.C I saw your posts and I thought you were realy cool and Yes..We all hope you keep in touch...Don't worry Jengi we still love you...and a lot of us will miss you -m3ntalchild

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Commented on: Fri Feb 25, 2005 @ 12:57am


	s*t. I had heard they'd been banning people for little to no reason. And after I read DG's comment in your thread, I was starting to figure out it was more about them* being bitches... But GOD DAMN. You did not deserve to be kicked out. I can think of much better reasons (and people) to be banned. I also wish that I was more active in the guild when you were still there, so that I could have gotten a chance to know you before all this. Because you seem cool. I'm on your side.

Commented on: Fri Feb 25, 2005 @ 01:15am


	people shouldnt be banned for personal reasons. you were dedicated to PC and this is major bullshit, shes abusing her power. im sorry this happend to you, somtimes power hungry people just loose sight of things and BAM. ill be missin you

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Commented on: Fri Feb 25, 2005 @ 01:24am


	Aw man, Jengi... this sucks. I really don't know what to say, besides the fact that myself and most of PC will be missing you. sad

Commented on: Fri Feb 25, 2005 @ 01:36am


	Damn it... I can't believe this is happening T . T It makes me so sad to hear this. Even though we never really talked or anything I would always enjoy your posts, they made me laugh at times. Not to be offencive but I never liked Ml from the beginning, all her bitchy threads irritated me so > .< You will be terribly missed!!! heart gonk Good luck and hope I can see you again someday and go "OMFG!! LOOK WHO IT IS!! YAY!"

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Commented on: Fri Feb 25, 2005 @ 03:00am


	Omg... Jengi... I'm really sorry. As a former mod of PC, I'm ashamed. Seriously it's wrong. We never really talked much, but I, like everyone else it seems, thought you were cool. I think the members that are still part of PC should band together and make a petition. There needs to be more mods. Period. Only three isn't good. 'Specially since two of them are best friends and if Neo didn't agree with them on something, it wouldn't matter. Y'know, majority rule and all. I think you should pm kess. Though it might not do any good. It doesn't seem like he cares what's going on in his own guild. Anyway, if you ever get the urge to talk, you can pm me. I'm on your side. You've been with PC longer than ML and DG. I think you might've been there before me as well. so, my loyalty lies with you. I hope we run into each other again and if not, good luck for the rest of your gaian days. You'll be missed in PC. ~A.

Commented on: Fri Feb 25, 2005 @ 04:03am


	sweatdrop Man... you leave PC for real life for two days and a bomb's dropped. I wonder what Kess is doing, or better yet, stressed why he isn't doing something. All this tension is making me nervous... I enjoyed your colors and your polls; don't let a few Gaians get you down, and keep in touch with us all. ~Blake

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Commented on: Fri Feb 25, 2005 @ 04:17am


	im sorry crying stupid ppls banning you. PC wont be the same. im going to magic poll land pc is just stupid now.

Commented on: Fri Feb 25, 2005 @ 04:41am


	crying That's screwed up! I can't believe that you would be band over such trivial bs. I think someone needs to get their hormones in check and chill out. >.< That's my opinion. I have been a mod...and an admin for another site completely...should I mention I had a hell of a lot more responsibility there? I didn't go off banning people just because I got pissed off. Hopefully this problem can be rectified soon. hugs Sorry ya had to deal with attitudes like that.

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Commented on: Fri Feb 25, 2005 @ 05:23am


	wow... this is one side of the story i havent heard... sweatdrop

Commented on: Fri Feb 25, 2005 @ 05:58am


	I'll miss you, Jengi. Didn't really know you, but at PC most felt like family. At least distant relatives. --Duck_man

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Commented on: Fri Feb 25, 2005 @ 12:42pm


	Oh I love how you edit what reallly happend Jengi, yes make us sound evil and neo we listen to so it's not just me and ml, I must say that this has nothing to do with neo. The Fact remains you are a stalker, you are 2 faced and a liar from this this entry. As for being power hungry I think not. I really don't have a reason to be. You we banned because we saw you for who you really were, and you didn't like me because I had ml's right ear, because I was empowering her and not telling her what to do and how to do it. So get off your soap box and tell alll these ppl the truth. For the longest time you were in the inside circle till you got scary and stalking more and more. Poor ML calling me at different hours talking about you and your strangeness with the stalking and other buiness I care not to air your dirty laundry. I just want you to come clean.

Commented on: Fri Feb 25, 2005 @ 12:54pm


	Oh and as for the donation thing kess gave us permission for this. So we say you need permission because we ourselves got permission from Kess so squash that rightnow

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Commented on: Fri Feb 25, 2005 @ 08:16pm


	jeebus..this is crap. first oreo and now you...and therez talk of other people leaving too! you guys were some of the best people in PC! you guys are the ones that people get online for to hunt you down and have interesting conversations. lol o0o0 now i sound stalkerish. yay! xd sorry couldnt help myself...but yea. mpl is lookin better and better...i just cant give up on our beloved PC yet..kuz the people there are seriously awsum. wow this is long and doesnt really have nething interesting to say...I'LL MISS JOO! heart

Commented on: Fri Feb 25, 2005 @ 08:27pm


	Finally got to your journal Jengi...sorry all that happened and some of it over me. I do appreciate you caring, I've never so accepted by people before but I can say that I'm tired of all the stupid rules in PC and more so the mods acting like they're Gods. Which is why I am making my own guild in which everyone whom is even semi-friends with me may join. I'd love to have you join and be my blue twin again. ~Sincerely SM

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Commented on: Fri Feb 25, 2005 @ 09:34pm


	o.O Okay.....I don't believe one word of that statement. stands by Jengi This is not some wildly contrived BS that he decided to start just because his feelings were hurt. I've seen proof of that. Of all people in PC Jengi made me feel as though I had a friend there. He is the least likely person to do something that you would accuse him of. Okay....say that this 'stalking' nonsense was true. Why the hell didn't ml block him? Simple as that...a click of a button and he could have been ignored. Ya know I think this is just you trying to cover tracks so your name stays clean. And if I piss you off by saying this...shrugs oh well. In my opinion, Jengi was a hell of a good mod...better then DG or ml. At least he had respect for the people around him.

Commented on: Fri Feb 25, 2005 @ 10:02pm


	lol i just realized i match you and SM...cept for the whole hair thing. lol i love you guys! ~glomps SM n huggles jengi~ xd

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Commented on: Sat Feb 26, 2005 @ 06:40am


	Wow, so that was how you were banned. That doesn't sound like a valid reason to be banned from PC. I was shocked when I heard you had been banned from PC, you always seemed like one of the nicest people there. Well you'll always have my support, good luck on you Gaia future.

Commented on: Sun Feb 27, 2005 @ 04:52am


	thats horrible the s**t PC needs to stop I might as well go to MPL it looks alot better I will miss ya I never really talked to ya much but you always seemed really cool ~mystic_shadow~

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Commented on: Wed Mar 30, 2005 @ 06:24pm


	All of this is so messed up. Personally I'm on your side. Before yesterday, when DG got "hacked", I knew very little about the whole matter. My only information was from my friend It's a secret we're playing who told me a while ago some time in January, that all the mods were getting power hungry(was that when there were 14 mods or something?). I always felt that DG thought she was better than everyone but after last night I now know how horrid she is. In truth I really don't know how to react. I do now hate DG, but I don't know what to do...... man this is really just for me to talk about my feelings sweatdrop to...... anyone sad I don't know what to say..... but seeing as I have said a lot already I guess I should stop. Well I just hope DG will stop being such a tyrant and stop banning people from PC even though it probably won't happen wink Sorry again, Stat

Commented on: Wed Apr 27, 2005 @ 09:27pm


	I've never spent much time in PC; I usually just go there when my other poll guilds are vacant or running low on polls. This means I have witnessed only bits and pieces of what happened, but I do feel sorry for the people who were banned. From what I've read of Demongoddess' posts she sounds like a b***h who at times can't string together a coherent sentence. From now on I will get a kick out of polling in PC but not creating any of my own threads so none of the asshats in charge can make gold off me. As for the rest of you PC'ers, no hard feelings. You've got plenty of polls without me contributing. That's actually one of the reasons I spend my time in smaller poll guilds; PC is just too big for me.

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Commented on: Wed Apr 27, 2005 @ 09:30pm


	im sorry to hear that..i never knew about you or this whole sharade...i mean ive posted like 5000post but i havent donated 13k...well i dont think you deserve to be banned...but its not my choice

Commented on: Wed Apr 27, 2005 @ 09:51pm


	Not truley sure what to make of this. ... hmmm... I will miss you however.

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Commented on: Wed Apr 27, 2005 @ 10:54pm


	<center>Dude! I remember you from PC! surprised (Don't think you remember me though) Anywho- I just wanted to say that totally sucks and I'm really sorry that happend to you. D:

Commented on: Wed Apr 27, 2005 @ 11:06pm


	Jengi, you can thank me for the past 4 comments and probably any others for a while. As soon as I just read this I went off to PC andsaid I was leaving but I left a link to your journal there! LONG LIVE THE RESISTANCE! DOWN WITH DG!

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Commented on: Thu Apr 28, 2005 @ 12:02am


	Oreo Whore shut p ML and DG are good people. I am glad they kicked you out you were being a cry baby. You treated me badly and cheated and caused many problems. I am glad I am still there. And no ML and DG should not be banned. They are good people if they kicked you out it was probably because you ccaused trouble.

Commented on: Thu Apr 28, 2005 @ 11:27pm


	Shut up San-San you attention whore. Im not the only one who agrees you make to many threads about you being sad, like Elindil for example! Oreo and Jengi were a million times better than you.

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Commented on: Thu Jul 28, 2005 @ 05:52pm


	yeah san san shut the hell up jengi is an awsome guy and dosent need anyshit from u

Commented on: Thu Jul 28, 2005 @ 09:51pm


	San-San, the only reason you found out about Oreo was because I dropped you a link so don't start. You don't know the half of what ML and DG have done and I DO think that they should be banned from PC. Speaking of, I was speaking to Kess the other day over AIM and mentioned that he made a mistake by leaving the two power hungry twits in charge, and he said it wasn't a mistake....but a big joke. He KNOWS that they suck with crwod control. He also knows that ML's major contribution is 30k in smiley emoticons. That takes no intelligence....I'll just begin referring to her as Captain Duh and DG shall be her sidekick a Kisser. The point is though, you are out of line bringing a personal fued into something that has nothing to do with this journal. Jengi is a really close friend of mine and obviously more then one person has seen how ML and DG treat PC members who don't agree with them. You are blind and quite ignorant if you haven't seen it yourself. stressed** hugs Jengi Come back soon sweety...I really miss talking to you.

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Commented on: Mon Oct 10, 2005 @ 12:53pm


	jengi jengi jengi...what a mess u got yourself into ehh..well if u make a nother guy why not send m his user name..k? well.....hope to se u around club soon lol!! weell la8er guy....and good luck with the rest of your life dude way to go tie guy piss off mods lol ~hamper~

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