Broken Hearted Part 1
So.... This is how it's gonna be for me..... Trapped in time..... With nuthin to gain.....
You and I made an agreement...... That we'd say we love each other for the last time..... But I don't feel comfortable about this...... But you asked..."why?"
And I'll tell you......
The first time you said it....you were unclear about it's meaning...... But.... As time went on......you knew little by little.... Yet..... You abused the word.....that four-letter word.... Forcing it out of me...having me think about the concequinces if I didn't reply back.. And yet....I told you that I did.... Forcing my love to blossom too early...... Too early for the truth...... Then.....on that awful day.... You took my love away.....and to think.... Just to think...I said it back to you...... That I loved you.....and yet..... ....just yet.....I cried....
Yes! I cried Not in hopes that you would return to me...... But to understand what you took from me! And now.....you want to relize it?! After all those months?! Maybe...just maybe..... You'll understand how I felt! And yet...... You try to turn my love against me?! To try to say that I was the one that broke your heart?!
Hmph! Foolish child.........
You just don't get it! I don't want to go back to that awfull hell you call the past! Why? Because that's when it happened! You want me to go back to that place where you touched my heart! Where you, not only touched..... But griped upon...... Whereas you.....almost had me...... wrapped around your finger..... Then crushed it with your cold hands! Forcing me to the edge! Having me scream to those rivers that flowed before me...... The rivers that helped me build this bridge for me to be safe on the other side!! Just to get away....from you..... And yet.... You had the odacity to follow me on the other side of my rivers...... The ones that you forced me to make!!
And thus...... I go on..........
End of part One
OLD MARION · Tue Jan 23, 2007 @ 07:30am · 2 Comments |