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Report XXVI.

“Awesome...” Xirks replied after the plan I told.
I smirked and dashed to my coat to put it on. “Now we must find the third person.”
“Who, Bixyll?” he asked while putting on his coat.
“No, Xikaelam. Her true is there as well. Even though Bixyll’s true is there, I think he might be busy at the Academy with learning and maybe adventure.”
“I guess so.” Xirks replied with another sarcasm remark.
I headed for the door and left the shack. Xirks was behind me following. “So, where are we going Xeggr?” he asked.
“Where the moon is of course, The World That Never Was.” I created a dark portal in front of me, still pacing forward, and entered it with caution with Xirks right on my tail.
We entered The World That Never Was, but only on a small part of it. It was one of the dark ally’s where Xirks, Xikaelam, Bixyll, and I escaped from. I walked out to see on what was left and I only found that I would fall if I took another step. I looked the scene to see the Kingdom Hearts moon crooked, different portions of the world spread apart, and the castle completely gone.
I turned over to Xirks as he turned with his blank stare as well. “Well, let’s get started.” I said in a serious, but ready tone.
“Hold on,” he quoted, “We don’t even know on where to start looking.”
“I know where to look,” I said coolly, “Don’t worry about that.”
But, I was wrong. We searched for about 36 hours within the forbidden world. Only to find scraps, bits, and pieces all over. Hope was gone upon us, until we finally found her. She was curled up in a ball and was as close to the moon as you could get. She looked like she had snapped, even though she couldn’t feel I could see the pain within her eyes.
“Xikaelam...?” I said as calm as ever hoping she would trust me.
She lifted her head with shock and turned to see me. She then smiled and didn’t look weak anymore; she looked strong, strong enough to take down me at least. “Xeggr!” she yelled at the top of her lungs with happiness. She shot up and ran towards me. I just stood there with a soft smile as if my whole life was complete right in front of me.
She stopped right in front of me, panting for air. She looked back up to see only me looking down upon her with a soft smile of joy. She finally asked, “Why are y-“
I then just wrapped my arms around her for a hug. “Great to see you too...” I said in a calm tone to her.
She looked like she was in shock though, but seemed happy about it. She hugged me for a few seconds then pushed me away. “What’s this all about anyways?” she asked.
“Well,” I answered, “We need your help.”
“We?” She looked behind me to find Xirks right there with his arms crossed showing a grin. She gave him a sleepy glare then looked back over at me. “What’s this gotta do with me?”
“You’re going to meet your true along with Xirks and I.”
She then looked excited and was prepared for anything. “I’ll do whatever it takes.” She said happily.
We then sat in another type of circle and explained the plan once again. This time, I was strict about it for we were going to practice the process on our own at first then try to combine them. This will surely work in the end.
“So,” Xikaelam asked, “Your saying that we combine our elements with our portal making?”
“That’s correct.” I answered coolly.
“Cool!” she cried, “But how am I going to do that with my element? Since I don’t shoot out anything, just turn into a rampaging monster.”
“I’ll teach you that on my own.” I answered intelligently. I then turned to Xirks, “You practice with creating a strong portal then work on it with you Fire.”
He nodded and moved away from them so he couldn’t hurt them in anyway, but still within sight.
Xikaelam and I got up and was about to show her how to make sure that her element will be a base of work with hers. We walked away from the other end to get away from Xirks.
“Alright, here’s what you must do: You hold a great amount of energy within you that only you and Saïx relate too. Now, when I studied about the members of the Organization XIII, Saïx had a secret profile on how to use his element on his enemy without using the berserk. It’s called ‘The Dusk of Light’.”
She gave me a weird look, but I knew she was interested. “Ok, how dos it work then?”
“It’s very simple actually.” I lifted my hands towards the broken moon, “Right now, we are being shined with light of the moon at this second. You, with the element of Moon, can gather that light and harness it as a weapon with your please.” I lowered my arms, “Even though Roxas could do the same with his element of Light, you may as well since it’s related to the moon.”
“Hmm...” she thought, “This should be fun then.” She summoned her weapons and stood straight to suck in the moon’s shine.
“Don’t rush into things,” I stated, “You don’t even know on how it works.”
She then lowered into a normal stance, but still had her weapons. “What do you mean?”
“You must maintain you Moon energy instead of letting it out as a monster. You will need to keep it within you, think of a way to not let it out. Probably think of a calm thought. Take deep breathes, inhale through the mouth and exhale through the nose. Think of what your searching for with no obstacles or challenges. Only realize that you found your goal, your pursuit to emotion, your way to happiness. Let it in, keep holding on, until you meet it at roads end.”
She then began the process as I began to explain. She closed her eyes and breathed deeply as how I explained. I could see on what she was thinking. It was her in a grassy field at night. It had her true at the other end, Mikaela. She wasn’t alone though, my true was right by her. I also surprising saw me, waiting for her only in the middle though. It seemed that she was looking for me more then our trues. What could this mean?
“Am I doing it correctly?” she asked getting me out of my trace of looking through her mind.
I saw a dim twilight glow hovering over her hands like a glove wrapped around them. I smirked and crossed my arms. “Nice job, you did awesome for a first.”
She gave me a look as if that meant nothing. “What do you mean? You can’t even do it!” She yelled.
“Well,” I walked towards her, “You didn’t even know how to do it.” I flicked her on the nose then back around to go back to my original spot. “Now, it’s time to bind that by creating a portal.”

Report XXVII.

“Before you try to bind your element with you dark portal,” I explained, “Let me demonstrate it first.”
I go within a tough stance where I wouldn’t move. I popped my wrists and cracked my neck. I inhaled, then exhaled, and closed my eyes. I thought of all the things that have happened to me that hurt. All of pains, all of the pain I’ve created on my friends, Xikaelam leaving... I shot open my eyes with rage and they were complete blood shot now. I opened my arms out like a bird and my hands began to burn with Nothingness. I moved them slowly to be locked together with my body in a hunch and my legs spread apart.
The Nothingness began to grow larger and was now infused with Darkness. I looked forward to see on where to hit my target. I shot the ball of elemental power to the ground to create a portal a little bit bigger then me. The portal wasn’t a black with some purple strands hovering around the bottom anymore; it was a blackish/white gray look now with Nothingness strands of black and white wrapped around the edges. After about a few second, I made the portal disappear.
I fell to my knee and put pressure on my other to keep myself stable. I turned my head over towards Xikaelam with my blood shot eyes and smirked. At what I saw from her expression, she looked as shocked as ever. “See?” I said while panting, “Easy as that. Now you try.” I then dropped and sat down to examine.
At first, she was having a rough time on combining them both. But after about 9-10 more times, she got it finally. I got up, after resting for about 15 minutes, to examine her portal. It was glowing of black and twilight colors and rotating like a hypno ring would do. “Nice job. I give you an A.”
Xikaelam grinned and the portal disappeared. She then turned over to Xirks to see if he was still working. He was actually not doing a thing, he was meditating in peace. She walked over to and lifted to arm to slash him. I saw her about to do that, so I teleported right behind her and grabbed her arm. “Don’t even try.” I said in a dark and serious voice, “He’ll burn you to a crisp if you do so.” I lead her back to where we were so that she wouldn’t get hurt. We just stood there and began to watch.
After about 2 minutes, his eyes opened. You would see a flame within them if you were here to see it. He had a glare of fury that would scare a poor girl and make her cry. He shot up, crossed his arms, and made flames wrap around his hands. He shot fireballs and stacked them within the shape of a portal. He then made the flames on his hands go away and slashed his right hand like a knife at a horizontal angle in front of the flame wall. A dark portal appeared inside it and a flare of fire shot like a firework. The portal was still dark, but was in flames with the shining moon. He turned over at us and smirked.
I applauded as Xikaelam crossed her arms and looked away with a jealous face. I looked over at her, “What’s the matter? Didn’t you think that was entertaining?”
“Eh, I’d say he’s a show off.” She answered to a rude tone.
I shoved her and walked over to Xirks. “Excellent job,” I said, “Made it more entertaining then what I did.”
“Yeah, whatever.” He answered sarcastically. “So, we gonna try it or what?”
“No not quite yet. We need to get some rest and try it within a world where it’s stable.”
Xikaelam then came in. “So you mean...”
“Yes,” I stated intelligently, “It will be at least 5 times easier then on how you made your portal here.”
We decided to sleep over at my small shack. I gave Xikaelam my bed, gave Xirks the couch within the lab, and I took the couch within the living room. Xirks was complaining on how he should have the couch, but I said that she’s a woman and the youngest should have the bed. He just gave up and took the couch that I assigned him too. We all went to sleep and all was calm with the lights out.
At about 2:23a, I awoke. I shot up with beating sweat running on my face and upper body. I turned to find Xikaelam sitting in the recliner with a curious face. “What are you doing awake?” I asked her.
“I’d like to ask on what kind of dream you were having since you looked like you were in pain and sweating like no other.”
I looked down trying to remember on what it was about. I couldn’t think too straight since I had a rough dream and was really hot. I took the blanket off, to see myself only wearing my jeans. I looked at Xikaelam and she was wearing her jeans with a tank top on. “Let me try a new method I learned to correspond with the mind and show you.”

Report XXVIII.

I patted the space next to me twice to tell her to sit right next to me. She sort of looked away at first then came and sat with caution. She then looked away to make sure that I wouldn’t see her face.
I made a lazy smile, since I was tired, and gently moved my right hand to cover her cheek. I carefully moved her head to make it look at me. “Don’t worry, I won’t bite.” I said still with my smile.
Xikaelam only smiled and closed her eyes to try to hide her tears. She grabbed my wrist with her right hand and moved it to my lap. “I know that...” she answered, beginning to cry, “I just...”
I wiped her tears away and held her hand. “Just what?”
“I just...don’t want to loose you...” Xikaelam said sadly.
“I’m not going anywhere. I always be with you, you know that right?” I said in a gentle tone.
“Well, I had a dream, and it was about you. You see, I saw us with our trues, but you looked like you were in pain, almost as if you were going to die. You always had your hand gripping over your chest onto where your heart should be. It just hurts me to see you like that and thinking back to it. I don’t want you to leave, ‘cuz you’re I’ll ever really have...”
I then closed my eyes to hide my tears. I put my right hand back on where it was and looked at her, deep within her eyes. I had completely forgotten about the process I was going to do to make her see my dream. The only thing that was on my mind...was her... I began to draw closer to her and kissed her gently upon the lips. It felt like as though I had a warm heart beat within me whenever I was with or around her. Xikaelam wrapped her arms gently around my head as she kissed me back.
After about 5 seconds, we backed away from each other and just looked at each other blankly not knowing on what to do next. Xikaelam looked startled that she actually did that to me. I was just wondering on what to say. “So...” I said scratching the back of my head. “That was um...interesting...”
“Heh yeah,” she answered with the same tone. “Yeah it was...”
We basically sat there fore awhile doing nothing, but just acting shy. Then I finally brought up, “You should get some rest.”
“Yeah...” She got up, went to her bed, and we both fell asleep.