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I feel Horrible. I have 2 best friends, who, untill a few months ago had no idea the other one existed. I was having so mutch fun talking to Hope (my best friend), that I thought Amy (my other best friend) should share in the fun. Thus, I introduced Amy to Hope. To my delight they had a great convo. I can only hope I did the right thing. Amy is kinda emo and occationally thinks about scuicide. I thought that thaking to Hpoe (who is peppy and energetic) would help her to be a little more cheerful and not hate the world. Mission success! But now Amy calls Hope (who lives in Vermont) like 24/7! Even on saturday! (which is the only day of the week when i'm allowed to talk to hope all I want) and I feel so.....so.....rejected. crying I wish I could be happy for them but.....I just can't. When I talk to Amy she tlls me that I'm boring and that she can have a real convo with Hope. Hope is too nice to say anything like that, but she tells me she has to go because Amy's on the other line. crying Maybe i'm jelous, but how did I ever get to be so dispicable? All I want is to talk to Hope once a week. But i can;t now thanks to Amy. Did I really do the right thing? help me.......please crying