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"There is always and will always be somebody who feels precisely, exactly the way you do.
Uniqueness is found in a varied degree of shifts in the patterns between individuals.
You are you, no matter what, but uniqueness is a side of loneliness solved only by similarity."

"'Just Friends.' I've had to break a few hearts with it. I say it often enough. Nobody wants to hear it. I never like saying it. It's not insulting in the least, but it still hurts.
If I wanted a large group of people to simultaneously feel a brief sensation of pain. . . I'd only have to say those two words and we'd all feel the same. For a brief moment in time, not a single person would be alone in how they felt.
If a brief moment of pain can bring us all together for one moment in time, let's share that moment together and leave it behind."

(Age or time spent doing something does not declare your degree of profession. How well you perform does. Being literate means possessing the skill to both read and write. Those who write poorly are still literate. The skill by which they do so would only declare their literary aptitude. This allows them, if they perform well, only the labels of "well versed", "well read" or "adept." None of these determine whether one is literate or not. The label "lit" is a flaw.)

(As expected. I don't need people who bring me down or hold me back. I don't follow all of the rules, though. Not because I have some grudge against authority. Rules are guidelines. Suggestions. "Don't do A." or "If you do A, B will happen." Sometimes "B" isn't something for me to be concerned about. Sometimes "B" is just another rule with another "B" inside of it. Why don't I respect rules? I don't respect rules because the people making them don't often have my best interests in mind. At least, not more than half of the rules I'm used to. Most people who make rules also play favorites. Is it wrong? Yes. Is it going to change? No. Are they free to continue? Obviously. What do you do about it? Overcome it. It's an obstacle.

Forum sites. Okay, someone says leave. Don't. Okay, they called a mod. And? Okay, they banned your account. Make another one. Okay, they banned your IP. Use another computer. Okay, they banned another IP. Continue using another computer.

Why persist? Well, I want something. If I want something, I'm going to get it. Selfish? Not if it doesn't hurt anybody. If it does hurt someone, it's only their pride. If it hurts someone's pride, they shouldn't have gotten in the way.

Yes, I can be very crude and seemingly inconsiderate about some things. However, it's only because so many are so quick to pull the trigger rather than discuss a compromise. Everybody is in their own "Don't like it? Too bad." mentality and they forget to learn.

I leave just as I arrive, as I please. If you'd like to discuss it, feel free. If you'd rather have a power play, I'm more than capable of keeping you on your toes. I can be civil, but civility on this particular forum site is extremely rare. It shocks me when I see it. Too many people expect everyone else to be civil, respectful and obedient but so few people can think to offer it first. )

( It's the same as always. Jumping down the throat of the one who's right, in favor of the one who's wrong just because they're more charismatic. People jumping into business that isn't theirs and making hypocrites of themselves. Monkey see, monkey do. It's been over a year, hasn't it? "It's funny that the things you want to change never do while the things you wish would last forever are gone in the blink of an eye." I also find that I quote too many people. )

"You have a lot of potential." (Translation: You suck.)

"Love is overrated but I'm not so selfish as to doom anyone else to my fate."

"Whatever happens, happens. Life is only ever worth living, if only to see how it ends."

"My perspective governs my truth because my perspecive leads me to believe there is no single truth for any community of individuals simply due to the fact that nobody shares the exact same perspective. That being said, you're a ******** idiot."

"In any case, I chaffe easily. I don't believe stockings would help much."

"You deserve to have your left foot nailed to the floor and the rest of your body stapled until you bleed to death because you can't run away and you're just stupid enough to try to fight back."

"You deserve to have your limbs immobilized so you can't kill yourself when the Ants are hungry."

"The only two things that truly exist for all, without contest, are perspective and consequence. Some people don't believe in death. Some people don't pay taxes. Everyone has their own perspective. Ever action or inaction has at least one consequence. That consequence is being unable to experience the opposing option of that which is chosen."

"I need a woman who tells me to do the things I want to do because I'm an indecisive procrastinator who needs a friendly kick in the a** from time to time."

"I can get you laid by a woman in three days, without having to spend a penny, if you visit me in California."

"Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Unfortunately, the beholder blinks when you walk by."

". . . Women." #-.-

"Quit tellin' me I'll find a woman, damnit! You're only making it worse. If I'm such a great guy and any woman would be a fool to reject me, prove it. If it ain't you, what makes you think it'll be anyone else?"

"It goes like this; "Yo, I'm Bailong(/Dan if irl).", "Hello, ___.", (*gestures of gentlemanly generosity*), "You're cute, but who's that guy over there?", "The one who's showing off for every pair of legs that walks by?", "Isn't he dreamy and mysterious?", ". . . Are we looking at the same guy?", "Yes, he's that guy who just paid attention to me for no reason.", "What about him?", "He's every woman's dream. He's nice, he pays attention to me, he treats me with respect and kindness and I can't see through his shining knight's mask.", "To the deceptive womanizing pig he really is?", "Oh what do you know about men, you're only one of them. I don't trust you because you're too honest and he's hiding behind insecurities that're gonna make me cry when he throws me away like a used condom when he's done with me.", "Chances are he isn't very loyal.", "Shut up, you know nothing about your own gender regardless of your large girth of experience. He's everything a woman wants and you're not. He's loyal, generous, romantic when given the time, would do anything to satisfy the woman he loves, and he knows what it's like to be hurt and betrayed. Men like that aren't easy to find.", ". . . Hello! I'm right ******** here!", "Oh that's sweet but you're just not my type.", ". . . You're starting to piss me off.", "What's wrong?", "You basically just told me I'm a stonecold pig after all I've done for you.", "No I didn't. You're an awesome guy and you'll find a woman who's looking for someone just like you, some day." Yeah, now do you get how bloody ******** frustrated I am? I might as well become an effing hermit."

"If I'm so ******** great, why can't I get what I want? Why can't I fall in love with someone who actually wants me around? It's either she never loved me at all or she just doesn't want to see me. Why can't I have someone to hold at night? The one thing I've wanted all my life, since I clutched my very first pillow on a hospital bed, was offered to me for the wrong reason once and then denied me the next."

"I'm mentally reliving my glory days in the roleplaying community. I've gotten old. I used to be the shizz. There were six of us at one time. We each had our own fan club. RPing women who wanted to know where we each lived. Women, mind you, not teenage girls. The oldest of us was nineteen. We lit up user rooms with an explosive capacity that left it otherwise silent save for the sound of NPC crickets. We were skilled. None of us had characters who attempted to boast "power" great enough to create canyons with single punches or any of that BS. We fought with what our races and ways of life gave us. We tried our best not to break as many rules of Physics as possible. We tried our best to abide by those rules and it made for the longest, most violent fights anybody on this site could've imagined. Even my Wizard was granted the abuse of the elements via equivalent exchange. To conjure lightning, he'd rub his clothes for static, friction for fire, sweat for a flood and they would all connect to some part of the world where I took responsibility for draining of those such qualities. Responsibility for your actions and the regard for the rules of Physics is what makes you a good roleplaying fighter, not how imaginatively your planet crushing pinky bends. We were elites."

". . . Whatever the ******** it is, get over it. I guarantee it wasn't worth being a b***h about. You want a reason to be pissed at me? Here's one. If you're gonna be a b***h and not even give someone a chance to apologize about something they don't even know about then you can ******** off. Yes, I'm pissed. I spent time and effort trying to do something right and you just ******** throw it in the trash because I might've made one tiny mistake. Grow up. You wanna be friends? We can be friends. But tell me what the ******** I do wrong if I do something wrong. I hate not knowing the most. If I knew, I could understand and maybe agree. Since I don't, all I have to go on is the fact that you won't talk to me because you misunderstood me."

"WHAT DO YOU KNOW OF LIFE? WHAT DO YOU BRING TO THE TABLE THAT FEEDS YOU BUT THE TRIVIAL WHIMPERINGS OF A CODDLED BABE? ENLIGHTEN ME TO THE POTENTIAL YOUR MINUTES-LONG SUBTRACTIONS ON THE FACE OF THIS PLANET WILL REAP AFTER YOU'VE TRIPPED AND FALLEN ON YOUR OWN POISON BLADE. GIVE ME CAUSE TO CONCERN MYSELF WITH YOUR EXISTENCE BEFORE OR AFTER IT ENDS AND MAYBE THEN WILL YOU HAVE WORTH. BEFORE THIS AND YOU ARE BUT ONE FLAKE OF OLD SKIN ON THE FACE OF HISTORY, WAITING TO FALL AND BE FORGOTTEN."

Winter~In~July Wrote:
"I must say that the most effective drama that could be a multi-million dollar sitcom is right here in Bai's profile...*blinks* Whomever could have guessed?"

"He's gotta be the tragic figure standing in the rain, mourning the loss of his beloved. So down comes the rain, right on cue." - Mervyn Pumpkinhead, Neil Gaiman's The Sandman

"If you tell the truth, you don't have to remember anything." - Mark Twain

"How can I know what I mean until I've seen what I said" - E. M. Forster

"DLS is full of people who like to point their fingers at other people when they're the ones to blame. This includes the author. I'm going to one of the other secrets threads. I can't stand seeing the wrong people leave while the people who should have left are still talking s**t about them. Really now. Is that what you call mature? This thread is supposed to be for open-minded people and people who want to be able to say how they feel without being scrutinized but all you people do is single people out and bully them into leaving. Your loyalty is commendable but all it does is perpetuate favoritism and ignorance for the sake of a bond. I personally don't care how you live your lives until you start getting in the way of others'. This thread is supposed to be safe but the only people who are safe are your petty regulars and the ones who bow and bend for them. You see one opposed opinion and you ambush the poster to berate and vilify them so much that the author can't help but play favorites and ban them for the sake of peace. One for the sake of many regardless of right or wrong it seems. DLS is about as open-minded and safe as a Nazi relocation camp. What's worse is that none of you are even going to consider for one second that anything I've said holds any truth. No. You're going to run to your mods and authors and have this post deleted and me banned from this thread without so much as a twinkle of doubt that maybe what you did was wrong. I'll be shocked and humbled and drop to my knees in awe if that doesn't happen. Good job DLS. You're a lie and a fake." - My friend, Uroh. (My hero. ^_^ )