I came home from visiting my best friend/sister in MI for a week last sunday. That night I got in a fight because mom had messed with the one thing that keeps me sane & non-suicidal... my anime. She screwed me over when I asked her if she could pop in a tape and tape it for me (I tape my fav. shows) because I couldn't figure out how to get the vcr up there working. It would have taken mom 2 minutes to save me a lot of misery, but she refused.
After the fight I kind of had an emotional breakdown, I got so wound up it turned into a panic attack. Freaking out like that isn't fun to say the least. After about 10 minutes or so the panic attack turned into a full-blown asthma attack because I was crying and spazzing out too much to manage to breath properly... The whole thing lasted about 30-40 minutes, the longest time in my life... It seemed neverending. About 20 minutes in I started banging on the wall to get my ma's attention, she wasn't much of a help though. There really isn't much one can do to calm someone that far along... I couldn't breath hardly at all and almost fainted from lack of air twice, I had completely stopped breathing for about a full minute and a half. And the bad thing about it that ma doesn't know when it is serious enough to call 911... I could have died...
After the fight I kind of had an emotional breakdown, I got so wound up it turned into a panic attack. Freaking out like that isn't fun to say the least. After about 10 minutes or so the panic attack turned into a full-blown asthma attack because I was crying and spazzing out too much to manage to breath properly... The whole thing lasted about 30-40 minutes, the longest time in my life... It seemed neverending. About 20 minutes in I started banging on the wall to get my ma's attention, she wasn't much of a help though. There really isn't much one can do to calm someone that far along... I couldn't breath hardly at all and almost fainted from lack of air twice, I had completely stopped breathing for about a full minute and a half. And the bad thing about it that ma doesn't know when it is serious enough to call 911... I could have died...
