Alright so i havent ever posted an actual entry.. so here goes nothing. Im running out of life. Out of time. and out of sanity. I might be getting married next year. even though i love my boyfriend very much i cant stop thinking about this one boy from 7th grade. How good he was to me and how much i seriously took him for granted. but as ppl say no use dwelling on the past right. well my boyfriends name is Josh. I know I've probably told a couple ppl that i dont have a boyfriend.. thats because him and i are currently trying to get back together from a rough break apart. for about a week. I love him dearly.. we've been together for about 9 months a little more. and he might be proposing to me at christmas time. if so i will gladly say yes. I seriously love him with all my heart. but im still lusting after another.. its wierd. i never thought i would think of him this way. but oh well.. im quite sure he doesnt think of me in THAT type of manner but oh well.. hes always been a sweetheart to me.. and thats for sure. But im in love and probably getting married. and i love him. with all my heart
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