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Crimzon tears It has been a while since I wrote someting here. Most of the time I first think what I want here and then wrote it. But today Im writing my heart out as my tears fell down my face. This may sound stupid for many of you, but for me is not, Since I Love a person with all my heart and soul. Lately I havent heard from him (R), but I think he found another, it hurts because I dont want to get this stupid idea in my head, but writen words say a lot. I dont like the feeling is giving me, if only you were here so you coudl tell me and I could hear that you love me, that you miss me like I do, that you think of me like I think of you. But my hearts cries, my soul is breaking and more tears feel from my eyes. As the feeling of you being away of me, makes me think and feel of a cold love.

Posted by: _Kira_shinomori_ Fri Oct 27, 2006 @ 04:24pm

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Commented on: Fri Oct 27, 2006 @ 05:20pm


	Aww hun... I know how you feel... I've lost hope so many times... but think of the friends you have on here... Like myself ^.^ We are always here for you heart

Commented on: Fri Oct 27, 2006 @ 06:49pm


	I know things usually hit the fan when I make a suggestion, but here it goes. Love is usually a blindly used word. I know you probably feel a type of attraction for this person, weither it be male of female, but the thing is.. maybe this person doesn't have the same idea of LOVE as you do? I myself know what love feels like.. and what kind of burden it can bring. But I know without the one by my side, I wouldn't be complete. This person I love... she has been with me for a year now.. her and I plan on getting married.. hell.. I proposed on our six month..but I knew for a fact that I was ready for the weight of being in love.. even being married to her. I know that I have had many thoughts about this.. but I know that I BELONG to her.. as she belongs to me. I dunno if you have ever seen this person IRL or if this is just a puppy love... but.. I know that if you have that warm tingle when they are near... just wanting to hold onto them all the time.. if the feelings can light up a dark, stone cold existance... that is what love is. I hope this helps you...

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Commented on: Fri Oct 27, 2006 @ 08:09pm


	We all feel like that once in a while.At least you know your feelings, im in a black hole of thoughts. I know it feels lonely but maybe it was for the best.Maybe he wasn't the one.It hurts when your feelings are not corresponded but we cannot control others.That is the beauty of life, the freedom of choosing. Even though it hurts, even though he left, he will always be in your mind for we cannot forget a loved one and the hurt will pass. It will go away someday, even if it drawns you now.

Commented on: Fri Oct 27, 2006 @ 08:37pm


	Thank you so much guys...but my feeling are like a hurricane right now

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Commented on: Fri Oct 27, 2006 @ 08:54pm


	Wow. That is really deep. Im actually surprised because this struck me to my soul since it is so deep. I dont know what I could say to make you feel better, but just believe in your self and your friends. Friends will help yu through thick and thin. So trust in them to help you through this.

Commented on: Fri Oct 27, 2006 @ 09:46pm


	Ma petit. tell him and he will tell you. your hearts may or may not meet. but i hope for the sake of you that they do. drunk on love is a life incredible, drunk in love a gift of the gods. if your heart cries, let it shout, and see if...the echo that you hear is not yours, but that if his.

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Commented on: Sat Oct 28, 2006 @ 02:52am


	I know we just met but you're really cool and I'll be sad if you left. crying

Commented on: Sat Oct 28, 2006 @ 03:26am


	huggles you tight I-I'm so sorry to hear that Krys crying If you need to talk you can talk to me anytime about anything, I'll listen to you. I hope you feel better soon. Please know that you are loved very much hugs again I'd be really sad if you left cry

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Commented on: Sat Oct 28, 2006 @ 09:04am


	trust what your heart says...not what you think, love is a precious thing. I feel what your going through...I was seperated, and I won't lie, it hurt, but you still got a chance, trust what you know for sure...k'?

Commented on: Sun Oct 29, 2006 @ 11:48pm


	i am sorry that i am rarely on...i do hope we get a chance to talk soon

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Commented on: Tue Apr 10, 2007 @ 12:00am


	i know what you mean i feel the same way right now i've given up for now myself

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