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why must i be reminded of things that hurt in the past? why is it that people enjoy hurting me? why is it always my fault when someone close to me does something wrong? why am i so easy to blame? why do i feel the need to be around people like that? i wish i could just never be with anyone and feel happy about it. why does everyone else have to ruin my plans? i hate regina! never have i ever felt so used in my as i did when i was there!