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i don't know about what to do about my life i have no way to do what i want. it just all feels like just a silly dream that will never in a million years come true for me. i hate this GOD DAMNED place. i wish i was never born ever. i hate being alive right now. god this sucks i wish i could just end it and not think of how it would hurt my friends and family. i hate being me. although i wouldn't want to be anyone else.