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He's left me here with no heart, no smiles to dull this pain. no arms to hold no eyes to see. will i ever be me again? his time here short, but well lived was he, he used the time he had. did he know how short his life would be or that it would hurt this bad. were we meant to meet or was it chance, could i have changed his fate. these are thoughts that haunt me now, the ones that make me wake. wake to find a world of pain, which i can not escape, oh how i wish for just one day of carefree and endless bliss, where nothing mattered but him and me, and where anything was possible, you could fly if you wanted, no matter how it ended, because you did it. we were together, and that was all we needed. i could have lived my life, from day to day as i did that summer. and never cared what was around the corner, as long as he was there. but now he's gone and i am left falling down and down, he was my wings, he took me up, but now I'm on the ground, staring up remembering, how it used to be, and wondering where we went wrong, and where that we might be, if he was here and we were free, for just one more day, what would we do, what would we say, and in the end, could i bear to let him go.
~*CARRIE*~