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I was so stupid...

And here I was,
I thought I was fooling you,
However, you got to play around that,

And here I was,
Believing that I was the only one in your world,
However, you were used to that game,

And I thought I was going to,
Crush playfully the strings in your heart,
But you backfired it,
And shot it straight at me,

Sometimes, I wish you never met me,
Met me truly,
Because what you did to me,
Was worse than what I have intended for you,

You named me as a stranger,
A stranger has no right to KNOW ABOUT me,
So ******** off, I’m no longer anything,

Then why do you cling to me,
If I am a nobody,
Then why tell me such things,

You must be a special thing, to easily kill me like that,
Without me noticing,
So today,

I wish you would leave,
Leave me be,
I no longer wish to return,
To the world where I’ve met you,

When I look at you,
My heart is filled with bleeding tears,
And I no longer feel the inspiring youth I once did,
There’s only emptiness,
And distrust,

Maybe that’s why we were so suddenly close,
Because we were nothing but strangers…