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Well this summer certainly is boring. I'm separated from my friends once more and what's worse is that Ali went to Arizone for a whole month to visit her older sister. She left me all alone this summer when it was boring to begin with. Oh well, ain't nothing I can do about it. But I miss talking with my friends, especially Matt. He may lie to me about his feelings but what guy doesn't, right? But I will never be able to help myself; I love him! I love looking at him, I love it when he holds my hand, and I especially love it when on a few occasions I sit on his lap. I love everything about him and I always will! I guess I'm just stupid that way, huh? I just wish he would be honest with me and stop spouting bullshit. And then there's Steven (Freshie) who will be a Sophomore. I'll still call him Freshie but my biggest concern are my feelings towards him and his towards me. Why can't men come out and say what they feel? I mean, would it be so bad if they actual said aloud what their feelings were?