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I don't know what's wrong with me. I broke up with my boyfriend a couple of weeks ago and I'm already flirting with guys but I don't want to date. I said I would swear of dating for awhile. I want to be true to myself and I don't want to give the guys I'm flirting with the wrong idea but I can't help myself. It's just too much fun! But then I worry and think they might ask me out and I won't be able to respond truthfully because I spent soo much time flirting with them that if I said no then something bad would come of it. Plus, a guy I am flirting with I think I might like him but because of what I do I don't know if I can trust what I feel anymore. My emotions are so screwed up right now I can't differ between dreams and reality. I just don't know what to do! *Places head in hands*