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Too this day, they make me wonder. I've noticed this ever since I was young. Why don't they get along anymore? The two of them aren't very direct as whenever they used to be. My mother barely responds to my father with affection. It seems as of she doesn't love him as much as she used to. As we go on, arguements begin to arise more and more. My mother hides more and more secrets from my father. My father still shows that he cares for her in ways. He thinks about her. I worry alot when I hear what they're arguing about. Sometimes it's about my flaws. I understand completely why the arguement starts. But sometimes I don't understand the arguement itself because the talk in another language-_-;. Constantly, I'm being pulled at by each of them. When I do something with my father I can feel my mother watching us. My father isn't aware of it, but I am. Because of this, my mother would be angry or annoyed at me. When I spend times with my mother, perhaps my father will start to emite a sad aura, and I can feel it. In the future, I think how they're relationship will be like and how it'll effect us. The rest of the family.