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My ever dear sister is the best. We have our special moments when we bond. Although, the idea of her future worries me. She quit nursing school awhile back. Currently, she lives with us, my parents and I. Until, she gets married or after college, she may move. After years of thinking, she still doesn't know what to do for her career, her life. Will she live off of her spouse or be alone, striving for money? Or will she pull through this struggle and achieve something? My mother kept pressuring her on nursing school before. It drove my sister to a point where she just gave it up. She didn't want to enroll in the first place. Now, my sister is in college. She merely started over and enrolled a different subject, math. It was always a passion for her because she was good at it. My dear sister barely communicates with my father. I suppose that's because my father used to travel and be away. But now that he's here, they'll barely talk together, smile together, do anything together. What makes me happy is that my father seems to show alittle care towards her now these days. Also, I fear for her beliefs. When she was young, she was in a catholic elementary school. My parents asked if she wanted to stay in that school, but she declined. My dear sister wanted to go to a public school. From that point on, she was in public school. This conflicted with her beliefs greatly. She barely went to worship with us at church and barely remembers the principles of it. When ever she comes to church with us, she can't stand it. All these things make me wonder. Will she influence me? Or my parents? Only time will tell.