After experiencing a lot of pains in my lower stomach lately; I finally went to the doctor about it. I wasn't expecting anything serious, as my body has changed, and since giving birth I now have those dreaded female cramps which I use to brag about not having. I had to go for two separate ultrasounds just to find out that I have yet again more Cyst in my body, and now an enlarged liver. My doctor said that though I've been getting a lot of cyst lately, it's my liver that worries him most.
He says an enlarged liver normally happens for three reasons.
1.) Drinking A LOT of alcohol.
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Which he knew wasn't the case in this situation. I very rarely drink, nevermind excessively.
2.) Diabetes;
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Though type 1 runs in my family, he also agreed this isn't the case either as my blood test says I'm perfectly normal.
3.) Cirrhosis of the Liver;
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Just the word scares me, as this is what lead to my Nana's long years of struggling, and later, death.
He's hoping that I just have fatty liver disease, which I'm hoping to, as reason number 3 terrifies me. Now is even more of a reason to lose weight.
It's hard though, not having support. gaia_nitemareleft FAILING gaia_nitemareright miserably at life right now. Trying to put everything back together again. My life is a mess, my house is a mess, my finances are a mess. The only thing keeping me going atm is Jaxon. I often feel like I'm completely and utterly alone.
For a tiny bit I felt normal again, I was going to the gym EVERYDAY, walking EVERYDAY, even at one point reading EVERYDAY. Then I had to get a cyst removed in April from my thyroid and any progress I had was gone. I gained all my weight back plus more. I'm trying to stay positive, I really am, I just don't feel like me. I feel like I've been on auto pilot.
I JUST NEED A FRIEND, JUST ONE. And if that's not possibly, I'll just keep faking it until I make it.
In the famous words of Spader, and Pendragon.
gaia_angelleft Hobey Ho, let's go. gaia_angelright
He says an enlarged liver normally happens for three reasons.
1.) Drinking A LOT of alcohol.
gaia_zombieduck
Which he knew wasn't the case in this situation. I very rarely drink, nevermind excessively.
2.) Diabetes;
gaia_uniduck
Though type 1 runs in my family, he also agreed this isn't the case either as my blood test says I'm perfectly normal.
3.) Cirrhosis of the Liver;
gaia_demonduck
Just the word scares me, as this is what lead to my Nana's long years of struggling, and later, death.
He's hoping that I just have fatty liver disease, which I'm hoping to, as reason number 3 terrifies me. Now is even more of a reason to lose weight.
It's hard though, not having support. gaia_nitemareleft FAILING gaia_nitemareright miserably at life right now. Trying to put everything back together again. My life is a mess, my house is a mess, my finances are a mess. The only thing keeping me going atm is Jaxon. I often feel like I'm completely and utterly alone.
For a tiny bit I felt normal again, I was going to the gym EVERYDAY, walking EVERYDAY, even at one point reading EVERYDAY. Then I had to get a cyst removed in April from my thyroid and any progress I had was gone. I gained all my weight back plus more. I'm trying to stay positive, I really am, I just don't feel like me. I feel like I've been on auto pilot.
I JUST NEED A FRIEND, JUST ONE. And if that's not possibly, I'll just keep faking it until I make it.
In the famous words of Spader, and Pendragon.
gaia_angelleft Hobey Ho, let's go. gaia_angelright
