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I remember sleepless nights, and early morning walks. Birds chirping and cigarette smoke. Waking up to the sunset. Silent morning keeping me sane.
Never feeling right like something is always out of place. Nothing feels like home I'm Lost I push everyone away because im afraid to get hurt, but it hurts just knowing I'll always feel alone. I just want to feel real for once. I know what its like to feel alive, but that feeling is so distant.... i forgot how to feel it. I've lost trust in everyone including myself. When others speak it's hard to relate, and it makes me frustrated to know no one can see what im feeling. I want someone to understand me.. i want someone to be there for me, but until then I'll save myself. ~Alice Destruction