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I feel like a ******** p***y, and I am depressed
Today, I was going to a party, which some of my parents friends hosted. I knew here were going to be some people my age, but I had no clue who was going to be there, so when I got there, I saw a few friends, and I saw this girl that I met the day before. So we started talking and did everything together through out the party. Talked, ate, walked down the street, we even jumped into a ******** pool fully clothed together. I really really felt like there was some sparks, so after we got out of the pool, and she went to the bathroom, my other friend (who is a girl) came out and was like "You sould seriously ask her out or something. Everyone at the pary has seen you two hanging out and talking. At least ask her for her phone number." and I was like "well, even though I am nervous I think I'll ask for her number." Then my friend (who is a guy tried setting us up, started off with a bet, long story) and I didn't think she was wanting to, so at that moment I felt like I needed to throw up. So after I was dry, she called me up with some other friends into the hosts's daoughters room where they were having fun with AIM (Breaking up a realtionship, long story) and then my parents came in the room and said I had to go.... so guees what..... I ******** DIDN'T ASK...I am so pissed at myself right now, and I don't know when I shall see her next. It just was a huge let down because I finally thought I found the perfect girl, but then to think that she did not return the feelings, I went from 100% to about -400%, and I am extreamally depressed right now, I can barly get the urge to type, if it wasn't so early (10:30PM yea yea I know that is not early, but when you sleep into noon it is) I would just lie down on my bed and sleep. I just don't know what to do..... I really do like her, but I don't know if she returns the feelings. And I am a ******** p***y for not asking.......... It is really sad, because I am on the verge of crying and I have not cried in at least 6 years......
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(I knew you had a pissy side by the way. You tried to tell me you didn't and I caught you! xd )
I think I know who you're talking about. She causes so much trouble... she's not worth it dude. Sorry you got caught up in it, but I KNOW you will find someone better who will treat you the way you deserve, Will.
stay sweet, and you'll get what you need
*~*Shannon