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Oh god, how I wish the last few days have gone differentally
Oh jeeze, these last few days have been hectick.......I got together with my friends and had a great time at my friend Shannon's house.... All of us litterally had a cuddle orgy.... It was fun, but then I had to go home and I was thinking, boy I sure have a great bunch of friends (Don't get me wrong, I still think that. I think my friends are one of the most importsant things in my liife) and the next day after school me and most of my friends got together (Some of then do not go to my school, so it would be kinda hard) and then my good friend Ashley thinks her brother (also my good friend) Dustin is angy at her so my other friend Christene comes up and wantes to talk to her and tries to shoo me away, I don't know what I was thinking, but I kinda got irratated and said, "Hey, I would know that was going one" (And now I feel like a d**k for saying tht because I only though that I knew) and she was like "You would know.... I know what is going on" and I said "Whatever" and walked away and she was depressed, so when I got to their house I went into their room and talked to them. Ashley said that Toby wanted to talk to me (He is her Boyfriend) and wanted me to ask Dustin if he was angry at him and if he sis angry then why, I ask Dustin and he says that he is angry at both of them, and then when I go back to tell Ashley (She was off the phone) She says I think I know what it is, and now I know and Shannon is angry at Ashley......and... and there are so many things that I want to tell everyone......but I don't know how to say it and when I don't all of the momories build up inside of me and I still get pissed at myself for saying the wrong things a long time ago and when I was sure of something...and to be wrong, espically as something as important as love....So there is a lot of stuff I have not told people....Anyway, back on topic....yea, so Shannon is angry at Ashley and I just wish that the past few days were different and we could be like before this whole thing......
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