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i yearn for the day you pick up the phone
and you click on my name

i yearn for your anticipation as it rings and rings
and for your panic as you need someone, anyone to save you

i yearn for that fearfulness in you as you can't bare to be alone,
so afraid that even i will do

i yearn for that moment when it goes to voicemail
and you hang up quickly, knowing i'll never check it

i yearn for that moment that repeats itself,
where you click my name and wait for the voicemail

over and over
and over again

i yearn for the moment you realize
mere hours later

that i will not return your call.
not with a call, nor a text

i yearn for that moment when you realize
that you are finally all alone

and i hope you realize how i've felt
all those nights i spent alone

you are finally what you've wanted,
you are finally on your own.