*thinks* Life is weird u know that?? extremely weird, confusing, hard, and a struggle but the only thing i dont get u do end up dead but i dont get the point of life u live it and then Poof your gone..........life seems unfair but its just a struggling proccess to live to the fulliest............i seem to understand life alot for just someone young...........i mean i bet none of my friends think of it this way (at school that is) They just pout and cry and yell and scream and argue which i dont agree with.......i mean i never been in a fight because i never wanted to hurt someone unless they "hurt" me in some way thats unforgivable......i mean just one fight can change your life forever........i mean i've almost been in a fight and it changed me ALOT........so did when my cousin died i mean whos next?? its already harsh enough to know we all die someday......just thinking of death i mean wat to see after u dead i mean when your dead your dead nothing happens u just Disappear from every living u know how some ppl forget about some one dying after a couple weaks or even months but me i will never forget death to forget someone u loved a lot just to let them go or let them slip away u know wat i mean?? when someone dies i want to hold on to them as long as i can i want to remeber the good times and the bad to remember the precious moments......life is harsh and cruel.....but it is a cycle to all living things......like everyones attached to the same line......its hard to explain........i really apperciate u guys for reading my journal (well some of u or 1 or 2 or none) it helps a lot to know someone cares about your feelings and knows how u feel my family doesnt know how i feel cause im not the kind of person just to open up im the kind of person who holds it in knowing all im doing is causing pain for myself its really killing me but this has helped a little no one comments so i dont know if my friends actually read my journal i mean i know 2 ppl who have and thats all 2 and one of them checked it a couple months ago........well im out of time peace. cry
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