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11/8/2013 1:57 PM

I have so much strength and passion inside of me, yet nothing to do with it. I can only sit and wait and hope for answers. This strength and passion inside of me begs to be needed and used. I want to fight, sweat, and bleed for what I want. Still I can do nothing. This feeling is frustration in it's true form. I don't know what to do with such a feeling. I look for anything to take my mind from it, but nothing does. Television, games, friends, family, food, learning, exercise...they only momentarily blind me of what I truly want and need. I will continue to endure this. I must.