I'm filled with such sadness. It makes my heart throb in pain and my soul ache. My desires drives me to madness. I try and try telling myself I feel nothing and smile...but the moment no ones there all I can seem to do is cry. Alone, I hate it I hate it so much. All I ever want is to have someone love me as much as I love them. To hold me and tell me everything's all right...doesn't everyone want that?