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Ephemeral´s Journal!
Be very welcome to read some my of thoughts c:
Taking the first step!



Throughout every single problem that overwhelms my daily live, I came to a simple conclusion. There is only hope in something I can work with my own hands.

There might be amazing lucky people out there whom from any chances, were able to be so lucky and receive that little miracle that changed their lives completely. But there is as well people who like me are waiting for that miracle to come to our lives.

I am taking about that little hope in the middle of the darkness and despair. Which means we were looking for a solution to all our problems, Of course there is NO such thing. However I like to think there is still some hope and I will make my miracle happen, with my own hands. Its the only way, really.

Since the situation in my country (Ecuador) is very very difficult, employment is more of a luxury rather than a right... only the lucky ones or very experimented of all of people get hired. I decided to take the bull by the horns and try my best to solve all my problems and be my own miracle.... but how? Probably this sounds really silly at the moment but its the only way I have for now and I am not letting this chance pass.

Deviant art commissions! Its the most accessible choice I have at the moment. Certainly, I started a little thread of freebie very recently, however I never thought people would actually like my drawings as much. My style is not something very outstanding, because I never put too much effort drawing in the past, for the same fact I thought people wouldn't care or like it. But now I am sure that my future husband and these other friends of mine weren't wrong. I might have a little bit of talent, but I will make sure to progress and make it grown into something INCREDIBLE, UNBELIEVABLE AND MAGIC!

Haha! Sounds incredibly stupid, don't you think? But what other choice do I have now? Waiting for a miracle as my time wastes in vane? Or even keep trying for a very unworthy local job that might never arrive?

Anyway. I am continuing this project. I will start working on my Portfolio of Digital Media on my deviant art account and start my commission store soon! I know and I believe in myself now, more than ever in my entire life! I am full of hope and confidence in myself.

I know, my drawings aren't the greatest thing in the whole planet. And thats because they are just like a little dry seed I haven't been watering or feeding for such long time. I have basically been denying a talent that was there, within me. But Now, I plan to take care of it, to the maximum.

If you were actually reading this little entry by causality and all the way to here. I thank you with all my heart for taking a bit of your time. Really, Thank you.

As for me I am going to get busy now! so take care and

Good Luck! emotion_bigheart <3




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Ephemeral-Insanity
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  • 06/02/13 to 05/26/13 (1)
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