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So here I am another Saturday alone; my headphones in playing clannad in the background, and the consent popping of the facebook chat. You see my girlfriend is out of town for spring break, and she has been trying to keep me happy because I'm stuck here in this worthless place I call a town, but what can I say I love it.
Since this is my first post I'm going to take it slow, and write something worthwhile. Where Do I start? Well I'm an Otaku, mayor, but I keep it a secret, no one in _(Insert Town Name Here)_ Likes anime, and nevertheless anyone that does, so lets keep that as our little secret. Second like I said I have a girlfriend, 6 months next 20th, god I love her. Lastly well.. s**t I have nothing. Well that's me
I guess I'll talk about a topic that has been on my chest for awhile. Is it just me, or do any of you guys go through your life of, work, school, or whatever you do, sitting in the background going through life like you're not there?
I have another question. Have any of you been pushed away, or been kicked out of your group of friends because you didn't fallow the norm? This one bugs me; to start off I'll tell you a story. Last year was great, new school, new life, and new friends, and those friends were awesome, but to focus on one, and his name will be 2, yeah 2, well 2 was my best friend we did everything we could together, but 2 became cold, slowly backing away from me, and our group of friends, and he became addicted to Cannabis. This destroyed his life, his parents split, dad moving across the country, and mom.. well she was a keeper. 2 the person that was my partner in crime now hanging out with the dropout good for nothings, and don't get me wrong my friends, and I tried to help, and what did I get? A broken nose, and two broken ribs. I could have taken it, but to put salt on the wombs; my friends started to see these good for nothings as role models. My friends the outcasts the people that stood in the background now pot smokers, and good for nothings, and here I am alone again with no one to call a pal. To end this I will ask once more. Have any of you been pushed away, or been kicked out of your group of friends because you didn't fallow the norm?