1-22-13 6:45pm

wow. my life went from happy to depressed in the flip of a switch. my birthday is tomorrow and i am not the least bit excited about it. i want to curl up in a ball and die. this world is crowded yet nobody is here for me. perople hate me and i refuse to change who i am for them. i will be me. but what about when being myself is whats making me depressed? what about how i hate who i am even though i dont know exactly who i am. i dont know anything anymore. anything :'(