f*ck what I said previously. I want to be loved. I want someone to hold me close and tell me they love me. I want my life to be happy. I want a girl to snuggle up to me and pretend nothing else matters for a few hours. I want to never feel alone or like a f*cking object. For god sake I just want to be cared about. I want to not be a f*cking idiot and actually be able to KEEP a relationship without f*cking it up. I don't even care if I ever get laid again. As long as someone f*cking loves me no matter what, I'll be ok. I want someone that is ready to spend their life with me even when things get hard instead of giving up when I AM an idiot. I WANT TO FEEL LIKE I MATTER. But no.. I get to sit here and suffer while everyone around me has someone else. I'm tired of people JUST flirting with me. I don't mind being flirted with. What I do mind is that it's all anyone ever does. They flirt and flirt and they never stop. I'm sick of it. I just want someone to fall for me. Is that too much to ask? I'm nice. I care about people. I make the effort to make people feel better. I flirt when it's acceptable. Why am I always alone?!!??!!? Life is f*cked up.
· Fri Dec 07, 2012 @ 11:10pm · 0 Comments