Thought about roleplay,
never finished writing,
posting anyway
never finished writing,
posting anyway
"How do you feel about her?" When Tsukihana's father asked me this question, I didn't understand what he was asking, until he explained if she was a friend, classmate, or more to me. She's no mere classmate. She catches my attention and, like Haruhi, we aren't in the same homeroom. Being Hikaru and Kaoru's younger sister my newest addition to our big family! Of course she's more to me. You don't have to worry. I treat her as if she's my own daughter - she's in good hands! : D
Kaizer..? Right. My little girl's boyfriend..Ugh. My chest hurts. She didn't ask for Daddy's permission to date. "She didn't know you back then, Tamaki," I hear Kyoya interject beside me. Reading how much someone else, similar to me, occupied her side...."He was a lot like you" stung for some reason. "As Daddy, why would you care about her fiancé-like boyfriend's similarities?" I turn around to face my friend. "You're right! (Ahahaha!) What a big relief!! He's a good man for her~* Nothing was wrong. Many fathers have seen their daughter pick someone similar to their dad. I should be honored!! She'll never forget me when she grows up!
"He was a lot like me?" I smile despite the strange things my heart decides to do. "The guy sounds great, princess. I would have loved to meet the gentleman. Your real father must have loved him too." I shift uncomfortably at her description. Kaizer really loves my daughter...Something feels weird. I feel..sad. His feelings for her... Yes, it is tragic that Kaizer passed away, and any general tragic love story is sad, but..specifically....those somehow vaguely familiar emotions...-thinks about it- It's like when Kyoya asked me I shouldn't feel sympathy towards Bossa-Nova-kun. I didn't feel any sympathy! No..I did. A little. It-It didn't make sense. My sympathy towards Bossa-Nova-kun's rejection occurred because I'm emotional and easily swayed! My feelings for Tsukihana and Haruhi are different than his feelings for my first little girl. How could I want to treat the scary man to a meal to cheer him up? He's my rival for my daughter's attention and love.
Regardless of Tsukihana's previous boyfriend, I have my good qualities. Why..Why do I feel anxious though? That's right. This pain was what Hikaru and Kaoru dealt with in middle school. They didn't forgive the young maidens who wouldn't care about which person they liked when they should be able to tell which person they have had a crush on for so long. Hikaru's and Kaoru's extreme similarities must have altered the girls' thinking: if you have two identical decks of cards on a table, any play thing would do. No one likes knowing if all they see in you is their ex.
'Like the ones Kaizer had.' I felt compared to someone I couldn't exceed. I wasn't allowed to replace him; I had to control myself; I had to rid myself of my heart's wringing, on my own and as soon as possible, to smile and to be her friend.
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Tsukihana Hitachiin:
Ryuu-no-Taisho
Tsukihana Hitachiin:
Ryuu-no-Taisho
