This entry's kinda late but... Hey, you're there, you're reading this, deal with it xd
Yesterday, I was texting my girlfriend like any other day biggrin At one point, she wanted to take a nap so she told me so. Before she slept, I said some mushy things first cause I wanted to make her feel... like a giddy lil school girl xp Then boom! My idiot switch suddenly turned on! eek
What'd I do? I'll tell you. I texted her "that girl I slept next to texted me saying she suddenly misses me XD" Why did I text her that? Well... according to my idiot brain, I wanted to tease her cause she's cute when she get's jealous. I wanted to get a jealous reaction from her. Unfortunately, I didn't think it'd actually piss her off sad
When she got mad... I was trying to apologize. I was trying to think of what to say but as usual... My idiot brain couldn't come up with anything confused Eventually, she seems to had gotten even angrier which got me worried of course neutral
At one point, I told her not to text me if she doesn't want me to cause she had been replying a single lined text message even when I'm trying to talk to her like everything's okay. I was trying to do what I did to fix things. Why did I tell her not to text me if she doesn't want to? I mean, that's pretty stupid for me to ask her to do, right? Well... I wanted to try this... approach, kinda slow though. This approach was supposedly leaving her alone to slowly cool down. As she cools down, I'd text her from time to time as though nothing's wrong. I'd keep her updated to what's going on. Let her know what I'm doing, that I'm working on her project to help her. I thought that... It'd somehow make her feel better. Letting her know that even when she's mad at me, I'm still thinking about her, helping her and such.
However, she didn't get that... So instead, when we started texting each other again, she was just mad at me. Madder even eek When she texted me "You're not as romantic as you said you are." I was so scared at that time burning_eyes I thought... wahmbulance "Is she regretting now? What's going on in her mind? Is the thought of an actual break up there?" wahmbulance
Eventually, I called her. It took some time but she felt better. Ish... Eventually, things went back to normal biggrin
 XurWin · Wed May 30, 2012 @ 03:05pm · 1 Comments |
